Hopeless Love
200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs, but you don't care at all.
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
sometimes it feels like someone is screaming in my face....yelling loud, telling me to cry.....cry hard. Its kinda sad that Ive related too well to the music I listen to lately. Ive never really been that way before, but maybe I just found that musical niche that rips my chest open and plays the veins that are connected to my heart.
Ive had some feelings pent up inside for a while now that I need to put to rest, but cant bring myself to put down on the screen, they still hurt way too bad. In the past, crying has been something hard for me to do, really hard, even when I want to I just couldnt. Now it just seems like the right thing to do. Dont get me wrong. Im gonna look back on this and think I was just wallowing in self pity but I dont cry because Im sad....I cry for.....I cry for.....I dont know but I like it sometimes. Im happy right now, I have perfect control over my life and its headed in a good way. I feel trustworth, and good looking, IM PROUD
In that one silent note...the one thats a harmony in a power chord.....shes so perfect that the dive I took, head long into the shallow end...Im glad she is kinda performing CPR on me and trying to recesitate me.....its not that shes not good at CPR...its that Im too far gone....
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs, but you don't care at all.
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
sometimes it feels like someone is screaming in my face....yelling loud, telling me to cry.....cry hard. Its kinda sad that Ive related too well to the music I listen to lately. Ive never really been that way before, but maybe I just found that musical niche that rips my chest open and plays the veins that are connected to my heart.
Ive had some feelings pent up inside for a while now that I need to put to rest, but cant bring myself to put down on the screen, they still hurt way too bad. In the past, crying has been something hard for me to do, really hard, even when I want to I just couldnt. Now it just seems like the right thing to do. Dont get me wrong. Im gonna look back on this and think I was just wallowing in self pity but I dont cry because Im sad....I cry for.....I cry for.....I dont know but I like it sometimes. Im happy right now, I have perfect control over my life and its headed in a good way. I feel trustworth, and good looking, IM PROUD
In that one silent note...the one thats a harmony in a power chord.....shes so perfect that the dive I took, head long into the shallow end...Im glad she is kinda performing CPR on me and trying to recesitate me.....its not that shes not good at CPR...its that Im too far gone....