Be My Escape <3
Ah, it seems like forever since I've written an entry on here...who am I kidding?... It really has been a month. A very uneventful month.
Right now I eat, sleep, and Breathe FLVS in order to get my credits for graduation. Ack. If I don't walk (keep your fingers crossed that I do) I will still get a diploma from Florida Virtual school and will be done with high school and that sure as hell counts for something.
In the past few years I've felt like somethings been missing; I think I found out what that was. I'll let you know if I'm right :]
It's about time to paint my room again. The walls feel like they're closing in... maybe a new color will push them back to where they belong. If not, I'm busting out of here. Hell, even if the paint looks nice, it can't keep me here for long.
I feel like I'm in a shell. But not just any shell... a glass one with just enough room for me to show you the parts of me that I want you to see. Deep down I'd love to show YOU every part, piece and facet but I know you wouldn't appreciate it so I keep it locked up. I'm just waiting for someone to show me that they can handle and appreciate all my parts, pieces and facets, until then they'll stay hidden away in my little glass shell all safe and warm where they'll wait for their time to be exposed.
So yeah, I've got this friend..
I consider her to be one of my very best, the catch is, I've never met her. That all will change this summer! I'm going to New York to visit her for about a week and I can't wait. I'm scared shitless of traveling alone but I know this trip will be worth it. I'm tired of being afraid of life. This summer will be a new beginning for me in more ways than one. I can't wait to see the city! I almost forgot to mention that we're going to two Warped dates. July 24th and the 26th! Too stoked for words!
Favorite Lyrics of the moment...
I think I'll give up drinking
I'll take the bottles out the fridge
out of the cubbards and out the chimney
strange and stranger places here
i will collect them into a bag
collect the bags into a can
that i will place beside the house
where the garbage meets the garbage man
Right now I eat, sleep, and Breathe FLVS in order to get my credits for graduation. Ack. If I don't walk (keep your fingers crossed that I do) I will still get a diploma from Florida Virtual school and will be done with high school and that sure as hell counts for something.
In the past few years I've felt like somethings been missing; I think I found out what that was. I'll let you know if I'm right :]
It's about time to paint my room again. The walls feel like they're closing in... maybe a new color will push them back to where they belong. If not, I'm busting out of here. Hell, even if the paint looks nice, it can't keep me here for long.
I feel like I'm in a shell. But not just any shell... a glass one with just enough room for me to show you the parts of me that I want you to see. Deep down I'd love to show YOU every part, piece and facet but I know you wouldn't appreciate it so I keep it locked up. I'm just waiting for someone to show me that they can handle and appreciate all my parts, pieces and facets, until then they'll stay hidden away in my little glass shell all safe and warm where they'll wait for their time to be exposed.
So yeah, I've got this friend..
I consider her to be one of my very best, the catch is, I've never met her. That all will change this summer! I'm going to New York to visit her for about a week and I can't wait. I'm scared shitless of traveling alone but I know this trip will be worth it. I'm tired of being afraid of life. This summer will be a new beginning for me in more ways than one. I can't wait to see the city! I almost forgot to mention that we're going to two Warped dates. July 24th and the 26th! Too stoked for words!
Favorite Lyrics of the moment...
I think I'll give up drinking
I'll take the bottles out the fridge
out of the cubbards and out the chimney
strange and stranger places here
i will collect them into a bag
collect the bags into a can
that i will place beside the house
where the garbage meets the garbage man