From reading tha start this isnt what you expect. I didnt have it in mind to go on about my life....
The old ladie next doors gots her old crackely music on again! Its on full blast! Its not her fault though cos' shes got something wrong with her :o(
Most people call her crazy, but thats not the word for her, shes a really nice woman, I feel sorry for her. I mean I used to know her, like I used to go to tha store for her (now someone delievers it to her) because of her illness I doubt she remembers me anymore! I see her occasionaly coming out of her apartment room and she smiles but I dont think she knows who I am. Lol one time I saw her she thought I was her son (Oscar) even though im a different color and shes 92 and im 18! and her son is dead :(
It makes me sad because she must get a hella lonely, Oscar died when he was like 36! She thinks hes still alive though........in Mexico I think she said :\
She talks to his photo aswell. I figured thast why she plays her music so loud, so nobody can hear.
It makes me wonder what i'll be like when im old........bussin out rap tunes? LOL! doubt it. You knwo tha first time I started talking to her was when she had lived ther 3 or 4 months (I had said hi and stuff) and I heard a convo that she was having with her "son" about music, and how she let him down because she never got any money through singing, and that maybe if she had got a real job and stopped trying to be a singer that Oscar wouldnt live in Mexico!
I figured that might happen to me! Sooooo Imma quit rapping. Thats tha whole purpose of this post. I mean theres NO point! I rap in a club, wow! Thats not gonna' get me anywhere is it? And i've been to record companys.......Im not being big-headed but I wouldnt exactly say my lyrics are rubbish! So wtf? Theres so many crap artists out
there who don't even write lyrics! Know whatta' mean? And I aint posting anymore on tha net seen as someone must of copied one ofmy songs and said it was theirs because
somebody told me that one of my raps was somebody elses! grrr, that pissed me of hardcore! Anyway my last rap will be tha one I post at Christmas I think.........
Im thinking of getting a real job, but itrs gonna' be hard cos' I missed some years of school being in tha hostil and hospital, and I never went to Colledge.
Blah all Ive ever been really good at was rapping and writing songs since I was 8! Lol. :( I mean that seriously. I was brought up "by hand" literally! I watched my friend get murdered when I was 11! That nearly killed me! April (my friend) was run over and killed. My mom and dad left me and my brother when I was 13! I have 2 borthers and sisters who I hardly ever get to see! Tha song I wrote called angel, is about a gurl who I really liked who just had to lieave me cos' of my color!
Tha list goes on.........Thats why I wrote raps about my life. Ide prolly still be living in my run-down hood In Washington if it wasn't for "shockz" my club who moved to Ny!
(Where I was born) thast why i get angry at people and im sick of crap people writing about "bling hos and gangsters" ect.
I know I do now and again but at least most of my raps are original and come from tha heart. And people think they know me but they don't. Im also sick of people always correcting me! I mean I have to watch how I tlak on tha internet because they won't understand me! From now on I dont care. Theres only a few people online who I can say i really, really like anyways.......and tha only decent site is www.neonteen.com fuck all them other hating sites! Blah I could sit and write for hours herre about myself and who im annoyed at but I figured i've prolly wasted enough of everyones time already so....tha end. Oh and I miss Lisa and Mya :(
Most people call her crazy, but thats not the word for her, shes a really nice woman, I feel sorry for her. I mean I used to know her, like I used to go to tha store for her (now someone delievers it to her) because of her illness I doubt she remembers me anymore! I see her occasionaly coming out of her apartment room and she smiles but I dont think she knows who I am. Lol one time I saw her she thought I was her son (Oscar) even though im a different color and shes 92 and im 18! and her son is dead :(
It makes me sad because she must get a hella lonely, Oscar died when he was like 36! She thinks hes still alive though........in Mexico I think she said :\
She talks to his photo aswell. I figured thast why she plays her music so loud, so nobody can hear.
It makes me wonder what i'll be like when im old........bussin out rap tunes? LOL! doubt it. You knwo tha first time I started talking to her was when she had lived ther 3 or 4 months (I had said hi and stuff) and I heard a convo that she was having with her "son" about music, and how she let him down because she never got any money through singing, and that maybe if she had got a real job and stopped trying to be a singer that Oscar wouldnt live in Mexico!
I figured that might happen to me! Sooooo Imma quit rapping. Thats tha whole purpose of this post. I mean theres NO point! I rap in a club, wow! Thats not gonna' get me anywhere is it? And i've been to record companys.......Im not being big-headed but I wouldnt exactly say my lyrics are rubbish! So wtf? Theres so many crap artists out
there who don't even write lyrics! Know whatta' mean? And I aint posting anymore on tha net seen as someone must of copied one ofmy songs and said it was theirs because
somebody told me that one of my raps was somebody elses! grrr, that pissed me of hardcore! Anyway my last rap will be tha one I post at Christmas I think.........
Im thinking of getting a real job, but itrs gonna' be hard cos' I missed some years of school being in tha hostil and hospital, and I never went to Colledge.
Blah all Ive ever been really good at was rapping and writing songs since I was 8! Lol. :( I mean that seriously. I was brought up "by hand" literally! I watched my friend get murdered when I was 11! That nearly killed me! April (my friend) was run over and killed. My mom and dad left me and my brother when I was 13! I have 2 borthers and sisters who I hardly ever get to see! Tha song I wrote called angel, is about a gurl who I really liked who just had to lieave me cos' of my color!
Tha list goes on.........Thats why I wrote raps about my life. Ide prolly still be living in my run-down hood In Washington if it wasn't for "shockz" my club who moved to Ny!
(Where I was born) thast why i get angry at people and im sick of crap people writing about "bling hos and gangsters" ect.
I know I do now and again but at least most of my raps are original and come from tha heart. And people think they know me but they don't. Im also sick of people always correcting me! I mean I have to watch how I tlak on tha internet because they won't understand me! From now on I dont care. Theres only a few people online who I can say i really, really like anyways.......and tha only decent site is www.neonteen.com fuck all them other hating sites! Blah I could sit and write for hours herre about myself and who im annoyed at but I figured i've prolly wasted enough of everyones time already so....tha end. Oh and I miss Lisa and Mya :(