drabble #5

Jul 14, 2005 22:27

Subject: Final Fantasy VIII
Character/Pairing: Selphie Tilmitt
Themes: #9
Rating: PG
Warnings: It’s a little dark for a Selphie drabble but hey, it’ll be a post-war drabble. XD I actually forgot I had written this one! XD



Angels are never supposed to cry. Or at least that’s what they say when it starts to rain. To me, it means that someone has hurt another person’s feelings and that they’re hurting pretty bad. Although, where I am right now and at this time of year, it’s usually snowing and it hardly ever rains. But when it does rain, man does it ever pour!

But it makes me wonder if a dark angel can cry too? Can their tears be red as vermillion coloured roses or is it something else that they’re sad about? Are they crying over the loss of a loved one or is it something else?

We’re only human right? Are we not supposed to cry? Are we meant to be emotionless? I’ve only ever seen one angel cry and it didn’t look too pretty. I’ve read of angel’s crying and that when an angel cries it’s not a good thing to have happen.

But hey, we’re only human right? We’re not demons who revel in murder, rape and death. And even though we can turn into monsters sometimes, not everyone is capable of evil. Some of us are capable of good, of saving the world. Some of us can sin and we all do it everyday but hey, eventually we will be forgiven.

Matron told us that there’s this happy place in the sky where all the good people go. So does that mean that if we have killed people - even though we didn’t want to fight - in a war that was pointless that we’re going to Hell? I mean, there is no Heaven and Hell right?

I’m attending a funeral for a friend lost due to this war; in a missile blast that I couldn’t stop from hitting Trabia. Most of my friends survived the blast but not all of them did. I cried so much after I found out that they had died but I kept up a strong face. Because I had to be strong for my other friends who were grieving too but really I was dying inside too. Maybe they saw through it, I’m pretty sure most of them did. I know for a fact that Squall and the others saw right through my act.

I’ve cried long enough for those that died in the war and I think it’s time for me to move on. I did my repenting and now, it’s time that I started living again. Whether or not some people want to come with me, it’s my decision and I’ll stick by it.
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