Personally speaking...

Feb 04, 2006 17:03

Had more dreams last night. I got into an automobile accident, got hurt pretty bad--Adam wasn't there to help or as I was being treated.
We had gone out bar hopping, and I was starting to get pretty tipsy. He started leaving me alone more and more often as we went around, until a guy starting hitting on me pretty hard. I was feeling a little intimidated, so I was nervously looking around for Adam--he wasn't there.

What is my head trying to do to me? This is the second night of nightmares. I wake up feeling sad or upset, but because we've been fighting, my pride steps in and says "NO! You may not cuddle up next to him, it's a sign of giving in!" I get this way when we're arguing about something.
I sit here and daydream/fantasize about having such a good time in New York that I don't want to come back.
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