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I just wanted everyone to know, that im still alive.
Though i know it seems otherwise.
There is still a spark of imagination.
Its not as if i have lost it all.
Being responsible, Paying bills, Cleaning the apartment.
Going to work, Not going out, Not doing anything. Not getting stimulated at all(in all ways).
These things take alot out of me.
On top of missing everyone i ever cared about everyday.
Not seeing them in Months/Years.
Slowly being tamed everyday.
Anyway just know im still here.
And ive been working on getting me back.
There are so many people that i need in my life..
that dont seem to be there anymore.
This is my fault.
Or maybe its not.
But im going to work on getting normal.
Sarah normal anyway.
Because i have not been myself in a very long time.