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[lypon]

I figured this reading was important enough to post on here, if nothing else as a refference later. Been working with I-Ching lately and have had a very insightul reading tonight. It is true, I am stagnating... in a process of putrefecation. After my last grant of wisdom, my mind has become too saturated in the spiritual -- so much so that it has become estranged from the worldly things. I have grown to lose interest in material things, in "life" in general. It's become very meaningless, and I know too well that such a perception is unhealthy. I have been very foolish when it comes to how I handle the wisdom I find. Instead of sharing it, I selfishly protect it as an asset to exploit. As a result I wandered into an area that was unable to give me nourishment, but I hungered for it still. My neglect for the physical in such persuit has begun turning my heart to stone. I realize this, and i'm trying to change, but it's a hard process, and will continue to be. I'm wishing to be ready to move forward, but my old, hampering ways of thought are not all gone, and hold me back still.

I'm not sure how to best move forward, but now is a good time to comtemplate before the next semester.