Dear Friends...
For anyone who is a fan of "You've Got Mail" that is how Meg Ryan addresses one of her e-mails because she likes to think of her and Tom Hanks as old friends. That is how I see whoever reads this lol...
anywho...
It's been a while and there's much to go over, so here I go...
SUMMER: It was amazing. I had a lot of fun this whole summer and I thank everyone that was involved. The dramatic trips to Canada with my gals and the parties at my house when my parents left!!! So FUN! I got tired of working but you gotta make the big bucks, ya know what i mean? I don't think much happened when I was in LP from my last update so I shall go on...
1510 W.MAIN: Luvin the house. It's soooo much fun and I luv having my own room. It's on the smaller side but I made it cute (except for the mess but anyone who knows me knows that my room is always clean :p) My roomies are a blast. It started off a bit rocky but it's awesome now. I absolutely love living here and I can't wait for everyone to see it... you'll love it, i promise (also a line from the movie noted above :) )
SHOW ME UR NUTS: And now I'm led to one of the best, if not the best, experiences in my life, Freshmen Fall Welcome. I was an ambassador and I went into it a bit nervous but none the less excited. I had nothing to be nervous about. I met over a hundred of absolutely WONDERFUL people and I miss seeing them everyday like I did for a week and a half. Not to mention I got a group of AWESOME freshmen who were a blast to be with. I'll have pics up in my photo thing in a bit. That week rocked my sox off!!!
SCHOOL: The dreadiest (?) of all the subjects. I'm taking 6 classes and I work every morning at 7. It sux. So much shit to read and I just had my first test today. But I'm meeting people so it's cool...
SADNESS: My puppy died a couple weeks ago. She wasn't a puppy anymore but she was definitely a lil sis to me. I'm gonna miss her so much and it's so had being home without having her there. She died of a heart attack in my mommy's arms which is terribly sad. She was the best weiner puppy in the world :(
ALMA/CENTRAL: That was last weekend and I hate to admit that I had fun there. I drove to Alma to watch Kelle win her soccer game. And then that night we drove to the dreaded Central. I didn't know what to expect but I was excited to go. We hung out with a bunch of guys from high school and I'm so glad we went. It brought me back to the high school days and made me realize how much I miss being around everyone. Then I had to drive home the next morning which sucked but ya gotta do what ya gotta do!
NOW: I'm living life one day at a time. I'm trying not to think too much about the future because I don't even know how much future I'll be here for. "Days go by... it's all we've been givin... so we better start livin right now.." That's for damn sure. I'm tired of thinking about coulda woulda shouldas and what happened or didn't happen. I just wanna be free of all worries and not care about being hurt or regret anything that I do. I still care about everyone close to me and that will never change, but I need to ease myself of certain stresses that I've been giving myself... money, school, love (or lack of), sometimes friends (but i luv them all) and whatnot. I'm just gonna live from now on!!! YAY ME!!!
ummm i guess that's it... i hope u had a BLAST reading this lol!!!!
anywho...
It's been a while and there's much to go over, so here I go...
SUMMER: It was amazing. I had a lot of fun this whole summer and I thank everyone that was involved. The dramatic trips to Canada with my gals and the parties at my house when my parents left!!! So FUN! I got tired of working but you gotta make the big bucks, ya know what i mean? I don't think much happened when I was in LP from my last update so I shall go on...
1510 W.MAIN: Luvin the house. It's soooo much fun and I luv having my own room. It's on the smaller side but I made it cute (except for the mess but anyone who knows me knows that my room is always clean :p) My roomies are a blast. It started off a bit rocky but it's awesome now. I absolutely love living here and I can't wait for everyone to see it... you'll love it, i promise (also a line from the movie noted above :) )
SHOW ME UR NUTS: And now I'm led to one of the best, if not the best, experiences in my life, Freshmen Fall Welcome. I was an ambassador and I went into it a bit nervous but none the less excited. I had nothing to be nervous about. I met over a hundred of absolutely WONDERFUL people and I miss seeing them everyday like I did for a week and a half. Not to mention I got a group of AWESOME freshmen who were a blast to be with. I'll have pics up in my photo thing in a bit. That week rocked my sox off!!!
SCHOOL: The dreadiest (?) of all the subjects. I'm taking 6 classes and I work every morning at 7. It sux. So much shit to read and I just had my first test today. But I'm meeting people so it's cool...
SADNESS: My puppy died a couple weeks ago. She wasn't a puppy anymore but she was definitely a lil sis to me. I'm gonna miss her so much and it's so had being home without having her there. She died of a heart attack in my mommy's arms which is terribly sad. She was the best weiner puppy in the world :(
ALMA/CENTRAL: That was last weekend and I hate to admit that I had fun there. I drove to Alma to watch Kelle win her soccer game. And then that night we drove to the dreaded Central. I didn't know what to expect but I was excited to go. We hung out with a bunch of guys from high school and I'm so glad we went. It brought me back to the high school days and made me realize how much I miss being around everyone. Then I had to drive home the next morning which sucked but ya gotta do what ya gotta do!
NOW: I'm living life one day at a time. I'm trying not to think too much about the future because I don't even know how much future I'll be here for. "Days go by... it's all we've been givin... so we better start livin right now.." That's for damn sure. I'm tired of thinking about coulda woulda shouldas and what happened or didn't happen. I just wanna be free of all worries and not care about being hurt or regret anything that I do. I still care about everyone close to me and that will never change, but I need to ease myself of certain stresses that I've been giving myself... money, school, love (or lack of), sometimes friends (but i luv them all) and whatnot. I'm just gonna live from now on!!! YAY ME!!!
ummm i guess that's it... i hope u had a BLAST reading this lol!!!!