i will manage with out you

[lynzie_holder]

do you ever just sit there and wonder wat the fuck are you doing with your life!!!
Why the fuck am i here???
Why the fuck did i get delt this card???!!!
Well if i had the chance i couldnt say that i would do it all again
But i can say that i hope i meet all the ppl i have
becos with out em things wouldnt be the same!!!!!!

I am extremly sad at the fact that i will never have a sister
And at the fact i cant forgive those who have hurt me more than any one could
It hurts deep
but i will get ova it
I will make my own life with the knowledge that i will never make the same mistakes
I will never make a child raise them selfs
I will never take drugs
I will never be any thing like you!!!!!!!

I am making a new life for myself which i can be proud of
I have found true love
I have found my self
I cant eva be like you!!!

I love my gals.....
I love you haylie for still being here for me
I love you yasha for still being by myside regardless of wat we've put each other though
I couldnt imagane life with out you both!!!!!

Things will get better....why???
Becos I will make it better!