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I finally cried yesterday.
It had been building up in me for awhile and I expected that it would burst last Sunday when I went to the site of the accident, but it didn't.
I was driving last night to go babysit when the tears just started pouring down my face. I was listening to the saddest song, a song that totally explains how I feel about the whole situation. I would give anything to bring him back, even myself. I know it sounds selfish, but I would give myself for him in a second, even if the only benefit for me would be to relinquish this pain that I am carrying around. It's like I have this huge lump in my throat all the time, the pain just doesn't go away. I don't think it ever will.
It had been building up in me for awhile and I expected that it would burst last Sunday when I went to the site of the accident, but it didn't.
I was driving last night to go babysit when the tears just started pouring down my face. I was listening to the saddest song, a song that totally explains how I feel about the whole situation. I would give anything to bring him back, even myself. I know it sounds selfish, but I would give myself for him in a second, even if the only benefit for me would be to relinquish this pain that I am carrying around. It's like I have this huge lump in my throat all the time, the pain just doesn't go away. I don't think it ever will.