ME

[lynzenguin]

Well I really need to get a hold of Kristy, I kind of need my ring back soon. Because I am leaving in 2 or less weeks to head back to Kansas.. Johnson and I agreed that we are friends now, and I am comming back after I graduate and if he is still alive by then (long story) well then we are going to try things again. Lets hope by then I have grown up a lot and what not and things can go like they were suppose to be in the first place. Most of you may know I got into a car wreck it will be 2 weeks monday. And well everyone keeps telling me if I wasnt wearing my seat belt I would of died.. I WASNT WEARING MY SEAT BELT! so why didnt I die? good question that I cant even answer, I guess something was just looking out for me. I have had a lot of things going through my head, and I havent been sleeping too well. I get to sleep at about 2am or later depends on my mood when I lay down. I have been doing everything I can, to tell everyone Im leaving so I get the chance to say bye to everyone and see them one last time before I leave.. So I dont fuck things up like I did when I moved away from Kansas in the first place. But I will be back every chance I get. With the money im collecting from social security I will have enough to get me a good car, once I get my lisence and all that crap. Well thats enough of an update on me. SO I guess I will just end this here. Kristy if you see this.. Leave me a comment please!! I seriously need to talk to you before I leave.. Well I love you all and I will update another time

Love always,
Me

p.s being fucked up on pain pills all the time isnt always a bad thing!!