Saturday
May 7, 2004~ Happy Birthday
Anyways... I never have time anymore to come on here and when I do I have already missed writing so much that I don't even want to.. but yeah well yesturday I hung out with Phil.. seems like whenever I try to attempt to hang out with him Melissa is there.. I love her and all but I kind of want to get to know him and see how he is when she's not around.. they are best friends though... they have been since they were like 3 so it's like is sister.. huh... oh well.. but we were going to hang out today and then I got home from work and he called and she was there.. Surprise surprise and then he was going to call me back but I fell asleep and missed the call.. :( that's okay though.. it's so funny cuz we talk on the phone every night now and when we don't I feel like I've missed out on something.. ha.. it's really fun though.. maybe we will do something tomorrow if my mom goes out because it is mother's day and all.. hmm so tonight I am leaving at like 11:30 or so to go to some afterprom party taht the school is having.. I am kinda looking forward to it.. hopefully preston does not ditch me.. :( Phil said taht he would've come too but he didn't want to like invite himself along or intrude on anything.. I wish he told me that sooner because it would've been kinda cool to hang out with him with my friends and stuff.. but oh well.. I don't really see that being his place to begin with..I just hope taht they have some Jello
I heard some people talking about Dara in school yesturday.. saying some scary shit.. and I hope that she is okay.. I am really worried about her.. I don't know waht to do.. if anything.. I just really hope taht she is okay.. and I don't think taht Nikki should be talking so loudly about Dara's life in fucking school so taht everyone can hear I thought that was so disrespectful... I just really hope taht she is okay..
okay well I think I need to go and get some gas before they close and then probably sleep some more and then take a shower so I am rested for my evening.. alright good bye for now.... I am so upset that I am not at prom right now..
Anyways... I never have time anymore to come on here and when I do I have already missed writing so much that I don't even want to.. but yeah well yesturday I hung out with Phil.. seems like whenever I try to attempt to hang out with him Melissa is there.. I love her and all but I kind of want to get to know him and see how he is when she's not around.. they are best friends though... they have been since they were like 3 so it's like is sister.. huh... oh well.. but we were going to hang out today and then I got home from work and he called and she was there.. Surprise surprise and then he was going to call me back but I fell asleep and missed the call.. :( that's okay though.. it's so funny cuz we talk on the phone every night now and when we don't I feel like I've missed out on something.. ha.. it's really fun though.. maybe we will do something tomorrow if my mom goes out because it is mother's day and all.. hmm so tonight I am leaving at like 11:30 or so to go to some afterprom party taht the school is having.. I am kinda looking forward to it.. hopefully preston does not ditch me.. :( Phil said taht he would've come too but he didn't want to like invite himself along or intrude on anything.. I wish he told me that sooner because it would've been kinda cool to hang out with him with my friends and stuff.. but oh well.. I don't really see that being his place to begin with..I just hope taht they have some Jello
I heard some people talking about Dara in school yesturday.. saying some scary shit.. and I hope that she is okay.. I am really worried about her.. I don't know waht to do.. if anything.. I just really hope taht she is okay.. and I don't think taht Nikki should be talking so loudly about Dara's life in fucking school so taht everyone can hear I thought that was so disrespectful... I just really hope taht she is okay..
okay well I think I need to go and get some gas before they close and then probably sleep some more and then take a shower so I am rested for my evening.. alright good bye for now.... I am so upset that I am not at prom right now..