Sep 14, 2005 20:03
So my computer finally is fixed, and that excites me thourghly.
My classes arent that bad. For the most part its in class work and reading.. Later on i have a few papers But it doesnt seem like itll be that bad. I have madeja in 3 of my classes and thats a treat. And then i have B and Emily in 1 of my classes and then in my other one, Just some people i know. aquantinces.
I'm getting sick. The past 3 days my throat has hurt really bad. My ears are huting because my throat hurts. Its sad. This morning and all day i wanted to puke, but I never did. Which is great because i didnt want to share stacies fate.
I miss josh. A lot. I know that its great we are 2 1/2 horus closer then we were but, at the same time, its worse. Ill use the analogy i used before. Say your laying on the couch. and theres beer on the table. You reach your arm out to grab the beer but its inches from your fingertips.. Its so close..... but so far...
I want a job. But I am done with food. So.. there is no place to get a job. :( I'll do almost anything for money right now.. ALMOST is the key word..
I've been hanging out with Pep a lot..at the fraternity house.. I kinda feel bad about that, kinda like im overstaying my welcome.. but.. I like spending my time there.. If they want me to not come over all they gotta do is let me know...
i miss josh.
a lot.
And then. I fodn out something that made me upset and cry. But. whatever. I'm over it because i realized its not my fault. at all
okay. I'm starvin. ill see yall later