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So, Wednesday I had a breakdown. I dont know why or anything. I just broke out bawling and i don't know why. So much stuff has going on. Ahh the stressors of college. Well. The sorority isnt a stress, I was just super duper busy for the past oh since i've been back, since I am recruitment chair. I mean. I knew to expect to be crazy busy so that didn't bug me as much as how some people treated me. Some girls were just horrible and made me cry. a lot.
School hasn't been to bad. Well. Kinda. I can say it hasn't because i have only done what i've had to do. (Homework, papers, stuff like that.) I havent done waht i should have. Study. read. etc. I dont think i am going to do to great in my ENG class. But, We'll see i mean who knows 2 in class writings can't predict my whole grade. I think my Stagecraft class is okay.. Chem.. I'm doing better then expected.. i got a 90% on my exam. wasn't expecting that.. I think im getting about a B over all. (labs.. wasnt there for one.. but it'll beknocked off my grade.).. acting.. who knows.. psc.. whoknows.. I loooooove my aerobics class. So much. Hopefully i will loose weight and stuff.. I am also planning on doing Butts and Guts once a week. I haven't been able to because of COB's and what not.
I am glad to be home.. I busted out a day early and I decided that I had to do this after mybreak down. God... I walked in the house and i felt like a huge weight was lifted.. Or maybe that was just setting down the tote. Who knows.. (da da chhhhhhhh) Today, I woke up at 1:30 :D how exciting. I accidently wore a good pair of jeans to scene shop the other day and got paint on them. So. I went to GAP today and bought 2 new pair. Ugh. ITs insane how much they cost. but. they are my favorites and they last good SO its worth it.
Wow... Crazy shit is happening on General Hospital.
So. Thefacebook is cool. Well.. We all know this. But. I am saying that because i have talked to so many people from HS that I haven't in a long time. ANd it makes me so happy.
So does Josh.
Very Happy.
Last night i took a bath. YES A BATH... Ohmigod i was so excited it was kind of pathetic. Not gonna lie. Anyways i was in the bath for about an hour and a half or 2 i think.. I lost track of time.. I started to read the Note book....again... It makes me smile. its such a good love story. So romantic. I hope that if ...... then my husband(or whatever i have at that time) then he will .......
I like romance.
Dont really like Sweetest day. Its 100% hallmark.
Valentines day is okay. Its not halmark made, BUT. I dont know. I like romance.
I want to be an actress.. I can start on General Hospital. J.Lo did. So did jonathan jackson.. and Vanessa Marcelle.
TOmorrow is Alex's Birthday Party.. He turned 1 on the 4th.
I need shoe's to go with my brown dress. People keep telling me (mom and grandma) to wear black shoes. They just dont understand that you cant! well. at least I cant.
This weekend is Lambda Chi Formal.. I am super excited to go to it. it's going to be a wonderfully good time. I love hanging out with those guys they are great!
Chris and Josh graduate this year. :( It makes me sad.. I am going to miss everybody who is graduating..
Obvisouly I will still see Josh.. And me and Chris decided that we will too.. (Do you remember that)
Next year is going to be so different. but, Lets not think about next year.. please. I dont like when they do. so. i'm not going to either.
I missed being home. mainly because of my big bed and Kobi.. well my other pets too. But Kobi is mine. Callie has a pink collar. its bright. and its.. pink... She got Fat too.
That is all I really have to say for now.. If i have any profound thoughts(ha)then I'll let you know.
Oh i've been having weird dreams again.
School hasn't been to bad. Well. Kinda. I can say it hasn't because i have only done what i've had to do. (Homework, papers, stuff like that.) I havent done waht i should have. Study. read. etc. I dont think i am going to do to great in my ENG class. But, We'll see i mean who knows 2 in class writings can't predict my whole grade. I think my Stagecraft class is okay.. Chem.. I'm doing better then expected.. i got a 90% on my exam. wasn't expecting that.. I think im getting about a B over all. (labs.. wasnt there for one.. but it'll beknocked off my grade.).. acting.. who knows.. psc.. whoknows.. I loooooove my aerobics class. So much. Hopefully i will loose weight and stuff.. I am also planning on doing Butts and Guts once a week. I haven't been able to because of COB's and what not.
I am glad to be home.. I busted out a day early and I decided that I had to do this after mybreak down. God... I walked in the house and i felt like a huge weight was lifted.. Or maybe that was just setting down the tote. Who knows.. (da da chhhhhhhh) Today, I woke up at 1:30 :D how exciting. I accidently wore a good pair of jeans to scene shop the other day and got paint on them. So. I went to GAP today and bought 2 new pair. Ugh. ITs insane how much they cost. but. they are my favorites and they last good SO its worth it.
Wow... Crazy shit is happening on General Hospital.
So. Thefacebook is cool. Well.. We all know this. But. I am saying that because i have talked to so many people from HS that I haven't in a long time. ANd it makes me so happy.
So does Josh.
Very Happy.
Last night i took a bath. YES A BATH... Ohmigod i was so excited it was kind of pathetic. Not gonna lie. Anyways i was in the bath for about an hour and a half or 2 i think.. I lost track of time.. I started to read the Note book....again... It makes me smile. its such a good love story. So romantic. I hope that if ...... then my husband(or whatever i have at that time) then he will .......
I like romance.
Dont really like Sweetest day. Its 100% hallmark.
Valentines day is okay. Its not halmark made, BUT. I dont know. I like romance.
I want to be an actress.. I can start on General Hospital. J.Lo did. So did jonathan jackson.. and Vanessa Marcelle.
TOmorrow is Alex's Birthday Party.. He turned 1 on the 4th.
I need shoe's to go with my brown dress. People keep telling me (mom and grandma) to wear black shoes. They just dont understand that you cant! well. at least I cant.
This weekend is Lambda Chi Formal.. I am super excited to go to it. it's going to be a wonderfully good time. I love hanging out with those guys they are great!
Chris and Josh graduate this year. :( It makes me sad.. I am going to miss everybody who is graduating..
Obvisouly I will still see Josh.. And me and Chris decided that we will too.. (Do you remember that)
Next year is going to be so different. but, Lets not think about next year.. please. I dont like when they do. so. i'm not going to either.
I missed being home. mainly because of my big bed and Kobi.. well my other pets too. But Kobi is mine. Callie has a pink collar. its bright. and its.. pink... She got Fat too.
That is all I really have to say for now.. If i have any profound thoughts(ha)then I'll let you know.
Oh i've been having weird dreams again.