Feb 06, 2004 11:05
grrr....my AIM sucks. I tried to upgrade it and POOF it all disappears. fun. love you, AOL. would you be my valentine? oh maybe not, cause you SUCK!
And Chris is mad at me now. Great. why? Because i don't want him to screw this up. I want him to be open and truthful so that somebody else can trust him completely. Oh man, so much I could say right here, but I won't cause it's personal stuff. But let me say this....I DON'T LIKE MEN!!! not right now at least.
oh, yeah, STILL freaking sick. been sick for...oh...a MONTH. So i finally decided maybe i should go see the doctor. I HATE THE DOCTOR!! The doctor might as well get me sick, cause i hate that place.
yeah, mom thinks it's Malaria. Mom also thinks that I can get all A's this semester WITH malaria because i'm her "bright light". I got all A's with Mono in HS, so why not with Malaria in college?
i hate being sick
and i hate school
and I hate a lot of other things that I won't mention.
but most of all I hate being me right now.