FUCK IT...

Nov 11, 2004 03:20


AWWWWW thats a good way to start this off. This week has definitly been a bitter sweet one. I CANT WAIT TIL THIS SEMESTER IS OVER WITH and then ill be able to be sane again! By far the worst semester of my life but i think i mentioned that in my last entry. Anyways, last thursday night was fun. Andrew got me away from writing a paper at around midnight and we chilled talking for like 4 hours in my freakin truck in the McDonalds Parking lot!!! It was such good times!! What else is there to do on a thursday night in T.O? hmm last weekend was fun i had to go to some deaf expo in anaheim and jamie and I kinda cheated and just bought a ticket and peaced out and went to her home town of good ol La Canada and totally cruised the town. Her parents made us the best dinner ever... It was definitly good times. We made it out little road trip!  Oh gosh and on Saturday I hung out with my love! Best time ever! You know who you are!! Definitly the highlight of my weekend! Anyways, i had my good old history and systems test on tuesday which gave me a fucking nervous break down just worrying about that freakin test. Not only did I not study much over the weekend casue i was too busy going out... I had to take jamie to the E.R on monday night which took like 5 h ours... SO i pulled a all nighter monday night studying for that shit. It was well worth it though, it was too sad seeing jamie in such bad pain and we had a HOT doctor!! haha I made sure to share some words with him!! But all i can say is i better have gotten a B or higher! Aww that class causes you too much pain man. Everyone looks dead or sick when they leave that class. Thats so not healthy. Anyways, these last few days i have just been chillen. My mom is sorta talking to me now which is good. I actually can like walk around my house now instead of locking myself in my room when i am home. Its kind of a relief.

So... GUYS! Honestly i can say 99% of them are PIECES OF SHIT! I mean i know this is the cool thing to do now but what is up with guys coming straight out and saying lets bone, come over and fuck, hey wanna fuck, hey get naked, let me suck on your boobs, lets make love (haha what a freakin joke), hmmm what about I dont wnt to be friends we can just fuck... Man they can all go fuck themselves cause they are idiots.. Oh im not saying that there arent slut bags out there that wont give them what they want but they are definitly in the wrong spot with me. Atleast try and act like you want to hang out or something...I mean shit is that hard to do.. I see this happen to my friends also and think wow guys are fucking one track minded. Its to the point where its PATHETIC! Man oh man if only everY guy was like C.E! Awww if the circumstaces were right i would marry that kid right now! Oh how i love him!!!Definitly by far the nicest person i have ever met in my entire life. I guess there are some good out there, you just gotta look hard! And my sister wants a freakin boyfriend. I tell her she is looking for trouble. I guess you have to go through it before you actually learn. I just hope she doesnt learn the hard way like i did!

Anyways, my sister made some like picture profile or something and im going to steal a few of the websites and put them on here cause they are pictures of my puppy and my little babies who i consider my own!!    :)

Look at my puppy!!!!!
http://www.piczo.com/Brooklinn?g=2044486
My little babies and my favorite sister!
http://www.piczo.com/Brooklinn?g=2043480

Oh and P.S- Eminems Cd is sooo freakin good im literally obsessed.

Cant you see what you do to me baby,
You make me crazy
You make me act like a maniac.
Im like a lunatic
You make me sick,
Your truly the only who can do this to me
You just make me get so crazy....

I wonder whats on your mind sometimes they say love is blind...
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