LIFE
Definitly need to do a little update here!!! Alright wow, what to talk about... this week was a interesting one... Im not quite sure if i should say it was a good one or a bad one... Alright ill start off by talking about Sunday, pretty much all i was worrying about that day was my midterm that i had on Monday... Until i dont know maybe 12:00 am came along and my bestest friend Laura Imed me and was like check your school email... adams emailed us... im like ohh gosh alright.... so i did and it said abstracts for our independent reserach project are due in less then 2 weeks.... Let me explain guys why this is such a huge shocker... First of all we havent even done anything with it besides gather all our data and input it in the computer...NO analyzing or research at all... Somehow the date for the convention that we are presenting it at got moved up an entire MONTH... so im like freaking out.. Not really knowing what to do.. Just knowing that i really have to start finding articles big time... Also knowing that i have 2 other papers to write in the next two weeks! GAY...Well whatever i end up like not going to bed that night til like 3 in the morning... (i guess i did get a little side tracked with other things too ahhaha) but that is besides the point...I set my alarm for 9:30 in the morning so i can get up and look over my shit before class... ya guess what Lindsay doesnt hear her alarm go off and just so happens shuts it off in her sleep so yes she wakes up at 11... just enough time to get ready and get to school before my class.... I didnt get that pissed at myself considering i studied all saturday and sunday... i should be fine, so i thought.. Anyways, i dont know why but every single time i think im A ok, the test ends up being WAY FREAKIN HARD... So i dont know what i got and wont know til monday but Im thinking i didnt do as good as i wanted too and Anything below an A is not exceptable in my book. So we will have to see about that mess... Anyways, Monday i come home from school pretty late and i get the silent treatment from my mother...ya i jsut thought she was pissed at someone, so what i do is just ignore it and stay away... until i realize she is pissed at me... I cant really explain why on here but its soo off the wall and ridiculous... This is why i want to move out!! IM FREAKIN 21 i dont know when she is going to realize this...It really frustrated me and it just makes you want to do what pisses her off EVEN MORE!! The weird thing is, this was right after i had a big talk with my mom and dad about grad school and me wanting to move out... My dad pretty much told me he doesnt want me moving out and he would pay for all my gas commuting back and forth from LA everyday. Its getting to the point where i dont know if i really want to do that. I guess i have til summer to figure that out. Speaking of that, Does anyone knows of places/resturants that are hiring in maybe Decmeber? Is so definitly let me know im getting a job next semester and savin up!!!
ok moving on... so tuesday comes along... I have a way hard class that day (history and systems) and then a kick back class (multicultural drama-hahah i know you wonder why im taking it... i need a out of major class, so i took that) anyways so we have to read multicultural plays and write responses on them.. so theres this guy in our class who is like sooo smart and so creative and when writing his responses instead of just telling how he felt he writes a whole nother play relating it to his feelings... To make this story short i guess his play was halarious and the teacher loved it so much he printed out 4 copies and the guy who wrote it picked people from the class to read it out load in front of the class... It guess it had to do with native Americans and making fun of celebrites!well there was 4 characters... one was the narrator, the other 2 were random people and the third one was jessica simpson... So he had people in mind for all of them but wasnt too sure i guess about jessica... well he was thinking and he was like i was sorta thinking about that girl in the back in the black and my little "psychology group" was like thats you Lindsay... im like nooo i dont do good in front of classes... After a little while i gave in... I had no idea what the script was going to be but mannnnn was it halarious. Ya im sure everyone knows how jessica talks... that was exactly what i had to do. She said a lot of umms and likes... haha I guess it fit me perfectly because i have a tendency to say a lot of likes especially when im embarassed or in front of a class!! But everyone LOVED IT and it turned out being really fun. But at the end, the people who didnt know my name started just calling me jessica... Im not quite sure if i was to take that as a compliment or not... It makes me wonder but either way i can give a shit!!!! It was good times!! Sooooo hmmm I had a freakin sign language test today and it SUCKED.... haha whatever though.. Im over it.. I can say this though... its 10 times better then freakin spanish!!
So now thats its Wednesday, this means no more school for Lindsay for the rest of the week... Woooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooo!! Thats right ladies and gentlemen I am going to Knotts Scary Farm tomorrow.... And let me tell ya im FREAKIN way scared... i went two years ago and i was terrified, i cant stand scary shit chasing you and grabbing you in haunted houses...I dont really know why im going, but whatever maybe it will be different this year.
Alright, so I have been having this sorta dilemma thing, I dont really know how to explain it and dont really want to get into it on live journal... but all things obstacles and things are happening, and i keep telling myself i dont have time, i cant get into anything, but then i think maybe all this is happening for a reason... I dont know but it confuses me and i would hate to just sit back and ignore it all and then regret it later... So it sucks and im hoping that whatever the outcome is, I make the best decision and do whats best for me.... I guess im just afraid that i will lose focus of school and start fucking up like i did at the beginning of moorpark. I really need to keep my GPA good if i want to go on to grad school. Gay but yaaaa I have too much shit to worry about right now with school... cant be worrying about this crap! Alright so this pretty much sums up everything...
Alright, Im hittin the sack! Im still waiting for my Eminem Cd to be made/sent to me, not quite sure when or if that will ever happen but im hopin.... Anyways goodnight everyone.... sweet dreams!!! XOXOXOX :)