Nice little update
So.. what's been up lately? Umm.. been trying to hang out with ppl more.. have more fun with my life and of course.. been drinking a bit more then before.. Idk.. I actually find peace in alcohol and I like the flavor of beer, so sue me. No, I'm not an alcoholic - At least that's what I tend to think.. But I mean, just laying back watching tv.. having a talk with friends while drinking a beer.. relaxing atmosphere to say at least.
Trying to work on the job stuff as well.. Been applying to a few places.. one place is waiting on a background check then they get in contact with me.. it's like an agency that helps find jobs.. so I figured why not.. take advantage of my resources and find a decent job!
In other news I've begun to talk to a girl online.. yeah I know e-relationships kinda stuff fail.. but I mean, I've known her for a bit and she's always been amazing.. I really can't deal with girls face to face anymore and I wanted something new.. so it just kinda seemed fitting. And she's been great so far - So we'll see what the future holds... anyways, I'm actually planning on flying out to where she lives for vacation - as I haven't been on vacation for roughly, 5 -6 years? Something like that.. since high school ! Yeah - but, it's been pretty much forever and I'd love to just go somewhere and have no responsibilities for once and just enjoy myself.
Yeah yeah, I know the whole thing could backfire on me.. but it's my choice and if it makes me happy why not. I mean I'm the kinda person that tends to wear his heart on his sleeve and if something really grabs my attention enough I will jump at the opportunity and go for it! So that's how I look at this, she's really great and I'm glad we're just talking now and getting to know eachother.. then I fly out there and meet her, after that hopefully she comes here then idk -.- I really can't predict what the future holds and I don't wanna be one of THOSE geeks who only find girls online.. but I'm.. not. I've had real life love and I've pretty much had it with girls around here.. and, most of all.. I want her =]
Trying to work on the job stuff as well.. Been applying to a few places.. one place is waiting on a background check then they get in contact with me.. it's like an agency that helps find jobs.. so I figured why not.. take advantage of my resources and find a decent job!
In other news I've begun to talk to a girl online.. yeah I know e-relationships kinda stuff fail.. but I mean, I've known her for a bit and she's always been amazing.. I really can't deal with girls face to face anymore and I wanted something new.. so it just kinda seemed fitting. And she's been great so far - So we'll see what the future holds... anyways, I'm actually planning on flying out to where she lives for vacation - as I haven't been on vacation for roughly, 5 -6 years? Something like that.. since high school ! Yeah - but, it's been pretty much forever and I'd love to just go somewhere and have no responsibilities for once and just enjoy myself.
Yeah yeah, I know the whole thing could backfire on me.. but it's my choice and if it makes me happy why not. I mean I'm the kinda person that tends to wear his heart on his sleeve and if something really grabs my attention enough I will jump at the opportunity and go for it! So that's how I look at this, she's really great and I'm glad we're just talking now and getting to know eachother.. then I fly out there and meet her, after that hopefully she comes here then idk -.- I really can't predict what the future holds and I don't wanna be one of THOSE geeks who only find girls online.. but I'm.. not. I've had real life love and I've pretty much had it with girls around here.. and, most of all.. I want her =]