i have something real to write!!!
sorry, i'm kinda happy, it's been a while since i have been able to really write anything. anywho, onto what i came to say. for the last couple days i've been seeing a raccoon. now most people would probably say so what but i have been vehemently seeking my totem and i have never seen a raccoon before. now, raccoon is my favorite idea for a totem (and i really don't think raccoon is my true totem <--i feel a much deeper connection to the wolf) but i do think this event is meaningful. perhaps raccoon is a secondary totem or whatnot. you know? anyway, i just wanted to say that. perhaps raccoon is my totem and i am wrong. i will leave myself open to the idea. ^_^ i just feel a deeper connection to the wolf and have dreamed of wolves and of being a wolf for most of my life so i feel that wolf is more likely than not my totem...of course, as i said a few lines ago, i will keep myself open to the idea that i am the raccoon. i have done a little research and raccoon does seem kind of like me...other than his infatuation with cleaning...i'm pretty good having a dirty den. but, yeah, i just wanted anyone who cares to know. ^_^