I'm alright I suppose. 18th birthday's saturday. Ain't feeling anything but numbness at the moment. -shrugs- I know whatcha mean about not caring...it sure as hell screwed me over with school. >.> But I also know whatcha mean about the darkness. -sighs before looking at Chris intently- Don't always rely on the darkness...don't let it completely claim you. Twilight is always a chaotic path to tread but at least you know you have both the light and the dark at your side. Might not seem like much...but still don't let the night consume you. And just you think the darkness will always be there...so will I. -smiles- I know you've got stuff up, and believe me I've been trying to set aside to read them. Will you forgive me for being so busy? -gives puppy dog eyes- I can't wait for your letter! And you bet I'll respond to both of them...it's just a matter of finding the time. >.< Anywho, just keep on trying to write and keep on harassing your muse...everything will eventually work out. ~_^ Um... -thinks a moment- Oh yeah! The full mine is tonight through my birthday Saturday, the 14th. She'll be at her most powerful! Hope ya get a chance to be with her. -hugs- Take care, old wolf.
well, happy early birthday. birthdays are usually pretty cool...but i understand the numbness...so maybe it is like everything else now...just numb... i am just starting not to care...about anything. i know i shouldn't rely on the darkness...it's just that it's always been there for me when nothing...no one else was. i don't think i could ever let it completely take me...i am happy to say that the wolf...which is me wouldn't allow it to happen...it lets me know i'm still alive. i am not so big on the light...twilight are the good times with me...darkness is the bad...well, the numb. i know you're there...it's just the darkness has been there a lot longer....sorry, i don't mean to make you seem insignificant. you aren't...at least not to me. it is okay that you haven't read my stories yet...i get it. sometimes hard is a precious commodity. when you do get a chance to read my fics...well fic and the new chapter to the other one, please review...nobodies really done it and i'm really self conscious so i think that means nobody likes them...and if you don't like them, it's okay, just tell me why. there is nothing wrong with being busy...of course i forgive you. *hugs* i still haven't had a chance to send the letter out...i need to get stamps and envelopes. i will definately keep harassing the little bastard...sorry, coyote (right now)...by trying to write. i don't know what i want to write...i think i want to do a sessy/rin fic but whatever my muse is up for, so am i. i hope it works out soon. i will definately look to touch the moon tonight...i've watched her the last few nights...i still haven't seen her. i will keep trying until i reach her. -hugs back- you take care too, butterfly
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