grr

[lynxyoukai]

i saw the moon for a second today...it wasn't what i wanted... i still seek it out but i didn't touch it...will i ever? god, why am i talking about this...i am just spewing out this shit that no one cares about. anyway, i need a cigarette...so give me a second. i think i am never gonna be fucked...no one wants to be with a guy who smokes...

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Re: Yay, erotic fiction!

[lynxyoukai]

hmm...i still am not so sure about the content of my stories yet...i'm sure i'll do the whole gamet of erotic fiction (straight-gay). maybe i will post some of it...after i get one. oh, have a problem with furry fiction? i think i am gonna start writing some of that. it isn't so much that i have nobody to sleep with...it's that i have nobody to be with...to hold...to love. i will wait for someone even though i really wish i had someone to be with. i definately don't think i look good...but that's thanks to my low self esteem. i am definately a little shy...definately a lot shy. i am not the kind of guy to really go out there and approach someone. i have kinda/half-way put myself out there by joining facebook and sending a couple messages to a couple people...nobody has really responded though. -shrugs- i am good at talking online when i don't really need to talk... i just want to know the person is like me and though i'm good at reading people i am not good at reading the way people see me. i really do wish i could find someone... everybody i've talked to doesn't really want a smoker. i smoke to get away from my problems for a little while too...easy stress relief. you have made me feel better. thanks.