Bleh
Ok I just use this to just well get word out upon myself, I just feel bad worrying upon others of who they think I am. I'm getting tired of the same ol things day in and day out, thigs aren't gong easy as well planned. I have just well had came hard upon myself and well realize... that. . . . I haft to move a little forward that I was.
in which.. lose a bach of friends behind. . . . I can't drive, no job, man even my mom is getting on me about it. I'm irritated that my comps cord is all fucked up on one end it connects to the monitor.
I feel fat, lazy and just a plain dumbass about why I'm here. I really wish taht well, there is a better soltion other than to feel discusted about using a firend to get these things for yourself. I'm just well, hurt as it seems not knowing where to go, or what I need.
I want a loved one to cherish with my life but those are friends and family.... I never had friends in my previous life but I do now, and well I feel that I shuoldn't know them anymore... my Dearest friend that I do enjoy seeing, it too I feel that I should never exist since its finding new ones to play with leaving me as just some tool that will be forgottn maybe.
to me as I speak, I surely do sound drastic, but well these are my thoughts that I place here since I know there are those who never read them as I remind many that I know how I feel.
in which.. lose a bach of friends behind. . . . I can't drive, no job, man even my mom is getting on me about it. I'm irritated that my comps cord is all fucked up on one end it connects to the monitor.
I feel fat, lazy and just a plain dumbass about why I'm here. I really wish taht well, there is a better soltion other than to feel discusted about using a firend to get these things for yourself. I'm just well, hurt as it seems not knowing where to go, or what I need.
I want a loved one to cherish with my life but those are friends and family.... I never had friends in my previous life but I do now, and well I feel that I shuoldn't know them anymore... my Dearest friend that I do enjoy seeing, it too I feel that I should never exist since its finding new ones to play with leaving me as just some tool that will be forgottn maybe.
to me as I speak, I surely do sound drastic, but well these are my thoughts that I place here since I know there are those who never read them as I remind many that I know how I feel.