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traffic court is the biggest joke of them all. ok so yeah I shouldn't have been driving but damn... $199.50 fine plus 26.75 court costs = more money than I have or can have at one time. if it's not bills taking the money it's necessities, anymore. plus with the way my "job" has been going through the temp service i'm not even really working full- ( Read more... )
Oh, and lastly, the sex bit. Yes, I'm pretty oversexed, but if you remember, I had already accepted that Shawn wasn't going to be intimate with me. I was grouchy about it, but more as a joke than anything else. And if you had a problem with what was going on (and you were a dominant, as you sometimes claim), you would have said that you weren't having sex with anyone else, that Shawn wasn't having sex with anyone else, and if that wasn't acceptable to everyone present, you would have rolled yourself and Shawn out of there. Instead, you let shit happen as it may.
#1 I have NEVER claimed that I AM Dominant, my exact words were: "I lived as an owned slave for 5 years and a submissive for 2, then later took a submissive for a year before simply deciding to only be her trainer. then I simply just became me w/out trying to worry about being Dom or sub." I'd rather have an equal partner than one who either feels they are below or above me.
#2 I did in fact ask Shawn before we had even gotten there, "Neither of us are having sex with anyone else right?" and her exact reply was "I don't want to have sex with anyone else but you, period." To my recollection, NEITHER one of us had sex of any kind with ANYONE else. and so unless I'm wrong then that's not the issue.
Also since you haven't noticed Shawn is not a submissive and therefore would've either laughed her ass off at me or started a fight with me if Id've demanded, or tried to make her do, anything.
#3 To make any such demands or assumptions would've been pointless anyway since it's not my car. So I could've either dealt with whatever and enjoyed spending time with her, or gone to sit/sleep in the car by myself or tried to walk/hitch-hike home. hmmm
I did in fact make the statement after Shawn specifically said "I'm not giving anyone head or fucking anyone but matt" and yet Amanda, You and Adam all continued to nudge her into doing it after she had already stated she did not want to. So I DID speak up and say "She said she only wants me" that should've been the end of ANYONE ELSES INVOLVEMENT and to my recollection was, unless Shawn and I both blacked out/passed out which would mean that if anything did happen, it was coerced/taken w/out consent or knowledge...
You seem to me to be the type of person who sees one or two things and assumes that they know everything about the person. You assume that I place everyone else below me, perhaps my actions/demeanor may in fact give that impression.
I do not try to do so and if someone feels as if I AM above them then that is neither my responsibility nor my doing. perhaps keeping people at a distance and not wanting to have intimate physical contact w/ strangers gives that impression? or is it the fact that I don't usually have much to say? I don't talk and joke w/ everyone? I don't try to fuck or be fucked by anyone? what is it?
To my knowledge I've never stated I am any better than anyone else who enjoys your company. Do I honestly care what ANYONE ELSE thinks about me? No... That much is true. Is it because I feel superior to everyone else? No... it's because to me the only people who's opinions matter, are mine, and Shawns. because ultimately I can choose to never see anyone else again and be perfectly happy. However I can not choose to never see the woman I love again (w/out due cause)and expect to be happy because then i wouldn't be with the Beautiful Soul I feel in Love with a year 13 months ago.
As a side note, I harbor no ill will/beef/resentment/whatever against you nor do I consider you a bad person. I simply think that you could've chosen a less-biased method of "helping" since you do not in fact have complete knowledge or understanding of the situation and elements involved. Lastly not all of the post is intended for everyone but it was simply easier to put it all in one and let people find the portion intended for them, as opposed to making a seperate post for each point.
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