quizzled
a new begining has emerged
im being blamed that i put entire operations in jepordy
is it my fault that others base their entire income on selling narcotics to others?
im truly sorry for anything which has happened, and i had no choice in what i could do so i did what was done
im finished with the sceen
im done with the fake mask it floods over my eyes and poisons my brain with.
the things that control me.
freedom?? doing what i want?
its more of a prision, a net which i almost became so entangled in that i could not get out.
the feeling is not real, i couldnt really escape anything, when everything was over with i still had the same things to worry about, the same life to lead. nothing changed.
nothing was different.
it was always just more money gone for somthing that can never last long enough.
i also discovered whome my true friends were. i respect them for the decisions that they make and in no way am i going to try to talk them out of the way of life and the path which they choose. what i can also respect it that they remember that above all we are friends, and are not going to let choices get in the way, or friendship die because of somthing a person choose to do.
i want myself to really live again. and not "live" and have a fake mask pulled over my eyes to try to "enhance" my perspective or vision of life.
its late and i just wanted to state that
im being blamed that i put entire operations in jepordy
is it my fault that others base their entire income on selling narcotics to others?
im truly sorry for anything which has happened, and i had no choice in what i could do so i did what was done
im finished with the sceen
im done with the fake mask it floods over my eyes and poisons my brain with.
the things that control me.
freedom?? doing what i want?
its more of a prision, a net which i almost became so entangled in that i could not get out.
the feeling is not real, i couldnt really escape anything, when everything was over with i still had the same things to worry about, the same life to lead. nothing changed.
nothing was different.
it was always just more money gone for somthing that can never last long enough.
i also discovered whome my true friends were. i respect them for the decisions that they make and in no way am i going to try to talk them out of the way of life and the path which they choose. what i can also respect it that they remember that above all we are friends, and are not going to let choices get in the way, or friendship die because of somthing a person choose to do.
i want myself to really live again. and not "live" and have a fake mask pulled over my eyes to try to "enhance" my perspective or vision of life.
its late and i just wanted to state that