EPIC....EPIC-EPIC-EPIC....
OKAY SO....FIRST: AVATAR. FAWK YEAH. JUST....EPIC. ZACH I KNOW YOU MISSED THE PREMIERE. THAT IS SHEER BLASPHAMY-YYY. YOU DRESSED UP AS IROH FOR AMA....AND YA MISSED IT. WHUT.
HAHA OZAI, I ALWAYS IMAGINED YOU'D LOOK A LITTLE LIKE A WRINKLE-Y MARK HAMILL. THATS JUST HOW MY BRAIN WORKS.
YUE. YER PWETTY!
TOPH. YOU SHOULD HAVE SPOKEN MORE THAN SIX TIMES.
THEY ALL HAD RED CAPES. AND THAT MADE ME THINK OF 300. WHICH MADE ME THINK OF THAT ONE PICTURE I DROO. HAHAHAHAHA.
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE I WANT TO SEE THE SCHOOL DANCE THING THATS GOIN' ON NEXT WEEK YEAH?!
[cough] yes. ten months of waiting, and i think i'm entitled to excessive spazzing. I wore my firenation symbol shirt. and i did a great deal of shouting. which i found funny because the day before i was very quiet and tired on account of a cold. So when i was pulling a spazzy-foamer-shout-proclamation of my excitement, my buddies where like "omg your alive today."
I also spent some of friday afternoon kinda jamming with BoB the Soundguy and Tarver and Sarah in the shop while all the first years learned the theater terminology. it was pretty sweet.
And a bit later, i found out that near all of the first years know and watch Avatar. FAWK YEAH. but they are not hardcore like me and Britty. we are so hardcore.
I WANT TO PUT UP PEEKTURES OF THE STUFF I DID IN CELEBRATIONZ OF TEH NEW SEASON......like my henna tattoossss. And me with my two copies of the lovely lovely Avatar Mag...but i prolly wont.
AND I MUST MENTION THAT TALK LIKE A PIRATE DAY WAS PRETTY AWESOME. I WISH I HAD HAD THE TIME TO WRITE AN ENTRY ABOUT MY DAY, CUZ THAT WAS SORT OF A TRADITION...BUT I DIDNT!!! D:
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apart from all that. when i'm not on an avatar-spark, I feel very sad and stressed. well...yeah. I mean, last night all i wanted to do was enjoy the premiere and speculate with Britty on the phone. But then my mom brought up SATs AGAIN and then kept talking about other highly annoying things. i feel really overwelmed with pressure to get into a school.
And the other night my mom made me feel absolutely awful. We were in the car on our way home. this is how it went.
Mom: "I think you'd be a good speech therapist."
Me: "What?"
Mom: "Just in case the art thing doesn't work out."
Me: "what make you think I want to be a speech therapist?"
Mom: "I don't know what kind of job you'd get with an art degree. So just in case..."
I cannot believe she fucking said that. there is NO WAY i would be a therapist of any kind. I don't even know where the hell she got that idea. how can she not take me seriously when i say i want to be in character design or fashion design, or animation? i get awards and recommendations for art and all she wants me to be is a fucking therapist. I cried a little bit in the car when she said that...
If i could get a job where i could draw and be creative all day everyday, then...it wouldnt be a job. thats what i want to do when i grow up. thats something i am so passionate about.
but most of all. i want to be happy. so thats not gonna happen with a fucking job as a speech therapist.
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im kinna tooorn between my love for avatar and my need to be "successful" in life. i keep going back and forth between happy and spazzy to anxious and unhappy. wtf.
but no one wants to read about depressing whiney things. So we'll keep talking about Avatar mmkay?!
eaaarly this morning i had a half-dozing dream that Shyamalamadingdong was asking for audition tapes for his movie. I sent in a tape of myself auditioning for the part of Toph and i got the part haha. which is total wtf-ery, cuz i don't fancy myself as a very good actress of any type. when i got up, i fantasized a little that i was being interviewed for a movie promo, and that the fans would be happy, cuz i was a hardcore fan and not a no nothing actor. haha shut up, dont judge meeee.
but seriously...i'm thinking about making another live AMV with britty soon. like...after November. because that would be amazing. or at least a funny mock audition video. OR, I KNOW, we'd perform classic Avatar songs like "The Cave of Two Lovers" or "Little Soldier Boy". cuz we've taken the time to learn how to play them on the guitar...very simplified versions. but what do you think? if you like the last one we did, give us ideas or something?
WOW LOOK HOW LONG THIS POST IS.
HAHA OZAI, I ALWAYS IMAGINED YOU'D LOOK A LITTLE LIKE A WRINKLE-Y MARK HAMILL. THATS JUST HOW MY BRAIN WORKS.
YUE. YER PWETTY!
TOPH. YOU SHOULD HAVE SPOKEN MORE THAN SIX TIMES.
THEY ALL HAD RED CAPES. AND THAT MADE ME THINK OF 300. WHICH MADE ME THINK OF THAT ONE PICTURE I DROO. HAHAHAHAHA.
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE I WANT TO SEE THE SCHOOL DANCE THING THATS GOIN' ON NEXT WEEK YEAH?!
[cough] yes. ten months of waiting, and i think i'm entitled to excessive spazzing. I wore my firenation symbol shirt. and i did a great deal of shouting. which i found funny because the day before i was very quiet and tired on account of a cold. So when i was pulling a spazzy-foamer-shout-proclamation of my excitement, my buddies where like "omg your alive today."
I also spent some of friday afternoon kinda jamming with BoB the Soundguy and Tarver and Sarah in the shop while all the first years learned the theater terminology. it was pretty sweet.
And a bit later, i found out that near all of the first years know and watch Avatar. FAWK YEAH. but they are not hardcore like me and Britty. we are so hardcore.
I WANT TO PUT UP PEEKTURES OF THE STUFF I DID IN CELEBRATIONZ OF TEH NEW SEASON......like my henna tattoossss. And me with my two copies of the lovely lovely Avatar Mag...but i prolly wont.
AND I MUST MENTION THAT TALK LIKE A PIRATE DAY WAS PRETTY AWESOME. I WISH I HAD HAD THE TIME TO WRITE AN ENTRY ABOUT MY DAY, CUZ THAT WAS SORT OF A TRADITION...BUT I DIDNT!!! D:
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apart from all that. when i'm not on an avatar-spark, I feel very sad and stressed. well...yeah. I mean, last night all i wanted to do was enjoy the premiere and speculate with Britty on the phone. But then my mom brought up SATs AGAIN and then kept talking about other highly annoying things. i feel really overwelmed with pressure to get into a school.
And the other night my mom made me feel absolutely awful. We were in the car on our way home. this is how it went.
Mom: "I think you'd be a good speech therapist."
Me: "What?"
Mom: "Just in case the art thing doesn't work out."
Me: "what make you think I want to be a speech therapist?"
Mom: "I don't know what kind of job you'd get with an art degree. So just in case..."
I cannot believe she fucking said that. there is NO WAY i would be a therapist of any kind. I don't even know where the hell she got that idea. how can she not take me seriously when i say i want to be in character design or fashion design, or animation? i get awards and recommendations for art and all she wants me to be is a fucking therapist. I cried a little bit in the car when she said that...
If i could get a job where i could draw and be creative all day everyday, then...it wouldnt be a job. thats what i want to do when i grow up. thats something i am so passionate about.
but most of all. i want to be happy. so thats not gonna happen with a fucking job as a speech therapist.
-------------------------------------------
im kinna tooorn between my love for avatar and my need to be "successful" in life. i keep going back and forth between happy and spazzy to anxious and unhappy. wtf.
but no one wants to read about depressing whiney things. So we'll keep talking about Avatar mmkay?!
eaaarly this morning i had a half-dozing dream that Shyamalamadingdong was asking for audition tapes for his movie. I sent in a tape of myself auditioning for the part of Toph and i got the part haha. which is total wtf-ery, cuz i don't fancy myself as a very good actress of any type. when i got up, i fantasized a little that i was being interviewed for a movie promo, and that the fans would be happy, cuz i was a hardcore fan and not a no nothing actor. haha shut up, dont judge meeee.
but seriously...i'm thinking about making another live AMV with britty soon. like...after November. because that would be amazing. or at least a funny mock audition video. OR, I KNOW, we'd perform classic Avatar songs like "The Cave of Two Lovers" or "Little Soldier Boy". cuz we've taken the time to learn how to play them on the guitar...very simplified versions. but what do you think? if you like the last one we did, give us ideas or something?
WOW LOOK HOW LONG THIS POST IS.