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So I'm grounded for the 1st time in my life. Well kinda. They were so pissed at me. ahahah! After last Friday. Ohh well. I still went out tonight. I went to Nate's away game and then to his house. I saw him before his game and then stayed at his house after. And it was great. I didn't want to leave. Althought I don't get to do anything really tomorrow..I still HopEFulLY get to dye my hair, go to the prominade to take pics of my friends going to Prom, and catch up with my wayy behide school work. It prolly won't be such a bad day. And then Sunday, since some of my family came up from NJ, I get to have my mom's side of my family over for my first bday party. Plus NAte gets to come, and I guess anyone else for that matter. So I'm happy. Yup Sunday kicks of Kelsey's Birthday Week. Yea it should be a national holiday, I know. We should get vactaion from school and all. The whole week. On my birthday I get to have ice cream cake with my family and some friends, and Sat. (hopefully), weather permiting, I'll get to have my dad's side of the family bday party. BarBQ and outside, and all. Bigger one of them all. So prey and wish and *knock on wood* that I'll be soo nice. Thursday I'm going for my pemite so prey to everyone that I get it!
I was in a wicked bad mood today. I feel bad to anyone that had to put up with me today. I don't think I ever shown this depressed to people, such a bitch. You have no idea. So pissed off. I was talking to Angel in my machinical drawing class about taking my mom's mother's day present and using it, giving her a card that says your a bad mother, and then I was like, I wish a plane would fly into my house. He was like, I know some people who know some people who know some people with a plane, that could be arranged. I was laughing. I go Man if I came home to see that today, I would laugh so hard. He was like ahah that's messsed up, but funny. Yea I was pissed. I never been so pissed at my mother in my life. I never told her I was mad at her, actually she never gave me a reason to be mad at her. I never snapped so hard to her i my life every single time I said something to her. She deserves it. If I wasn't in a better mood from seeing Nate, you would prolly hear all about her being a bitch. But she was never this mean to me. bitch. I bet Christina is also mad at me. Cuz I couldn't go to the show, and help her man the door, and stuff. ANd she has a right to be pissed, really pissed. Plus I snapped at her today about what was going on. She should have slapped me. How does she put up with me sometimes. Yea, well, you know what else I found out today...She tells Hannah everything that I do in Math class. Plus I bet everyone else can hear her to. She tells Hannah everything I tell her. What's up with that. She was telling Hannah about what I did last Friday, and I really only wanted to keep it between my couple best friends, and she goes and tels her MY business. I don't go telling anyone HER business or the things she says. Now everyone knows. Hannah brought it up in lunch, and I was in a mad mood, so this is prolly half my fault for going on with the story, but anyways now like everyone knows. And me and Nate were walking out of school after the bell rang, and when Lorenzo walked by he was like "no more sneaking out Nate" and Nate was like how did he know, and I was just like, If christina didn't tell every person no one would have known. PLUSSSS...Lemme tell you this. I went in late to school today. So my mom still had to bring chrstina to school on time. So my mom was telling christina about how mad she was at me and how I was so grounded (and christina said she was pissed). So I went to school thured period, and christina left after 3rd to go to the mall. When she got home she called her mom at work and told her mom everything! Lisa picks me up after school and was like, christina called me today and told me everything. And we started talking. And she was cool with it all, taking my side, and saying my mom was over-reacting. So I guess that was all right. Still I wish she wouldn't tell everyone my business.
Well anyways It's been a really long week, a realllly bad week. I was so mad and depressed, and just all over. I'm really happy knowing that I had someone that helped me thru it all and didn't shy away, and tryed to help. I haven't had someone like that since, I don't know, I really appreciated it a lot. It feels really good, someone being there. Which is why I'm in a better mood right now.
I was in a wicked bad mood today. I feel bad to anyone that had to put up with me today. I don't think I ever shown this depressed to people, such a bitch. You have no idea. So pissed off. I was talking to Angel in my machinical drawing class about taking my mom's mother's day present and using it, giving her a card that says your a bad mother, and then I was like, I wish a plane would fly into my house. He was like, I know some people who know some people who know some people with a plane, that could be arranged. I was laughing. I go Man if I came home to see that today, I would laugh so hard. He was like ahah that's messsed up, but funny. Yea I was pissed. I never been so pissed at my mother in my life. I never told her I was mad at her, actually she never gave me a reason to be mad at her. I never snapped so hard to her i my life every single time I said something to her. She deserves it. If I wasn't in a better mood from seeing Nate, you would prolly hear all about her being a bitch. But she was never this mean to me. bitch. I bet Christina is also mad at me. Cuz I couldn't go to the show, and help her man the door, and stuff. ANd she has a right to be pissed, really pissed. Plus I snapped at her today about what was going on. She should have slapped me. How does she put up with me sometimes. Yea, well, you know what else I found out today...She tells Hannah everything that I do in Math class. Plus I bet everyone else can hear her to. She tells Hannah everything I tell her. What's up with that. She was telling Hannah about what I did last Friday, and I really only wanted to keep it between my couple best friends, and she goes and tels her MY business. I don't go telling anyone HER business or the things she says. Now everyone knows. Hannah brought it up in lunch, and I was in a mad mood, so this is prolly half my fault for going on with the story, but anyways now like everyone knows. And me and Nate were walking out of school after the bell rang, and when Lorenzo walked by he was like "no more sneaking out Nate" and Nate was like how did he know, and I was just like, If christina didn't tell every person no one would have known. PLUSSSS...Lemme tell you this. I went in late to school today. So my mom still had to bring chrstina to school on time. So my mom was telling christina about how mad she was at me and how I was so grounded (and christina said she was pissed). So I went to school thured period, and christina left after 3rd to go to the mall. When she got home she called her mom at work and told her mom everything! Lisa picks me up after school and was like, christina called me today and told me everything. And we started talking. And she was cool with it all, taking my side, and saying my mom was over-reacting. So I guess that was all right. Still I wish she wouldn't tell everyone my business.
Well anyways It's been a really long week, a realllly bad week. I was so mad and depressed, and just all over. I'm really happy knowing that I had someone that helped me thru it all and didn't shy away, and tryed to help. I haven't had someone like that since, I don't know, I really appreciated it a lot. It feels really good, someone being there. Which is why I'm in a better mood right now.