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Jan 02, 2005 03:39

Ok so today was the first day of the new years. Leah slept over last night. Wow that was crazy, dangous too. I didn't sleep at all last night. Only mabye a couple hours at most. Which made me pretty damn fucking tired all day. Draging and falling asleep. Which is why I wonder how I'm still up now, wide awake. I have no clue why I was falling asleep all day and now i'm wide awake. Maybe I'm tired and just don't know it. But tomorrow this will really mess me up since monday I have to go back to school and i really am dredding it. Only because of one thing. Mr. Raven's stupid ass MOther Fucking project. Jesus Christ. Where does he come up with these fucking things. I ddont hate him, I hate his projects.
So I changed my comment thing on the bottom of this thing to say soemthing else. BUt the only thing is it comes up everytime, but if you go and look at my entree from your "friends" thing, it wont say it. So i don't know how to fix that. SO just click on my name and go to my livejournal to see it, if it bothers you. But it seriusoly, no lie, took me 2 hours to figure it out. I never was so confused in my life. They say its easy. To me it was very hard. But after I did it I was like that took me 2 hours. I'm dumb. But its still not all the way right if it doesnt go right when you look at my entrees from your friends column. Damn I can't do this. SOmeone help me make my LJ better! I'm too Polish for this! But it didnt help that everyone that as online tonight had to IM me. I don't mind. But I was so frustrated. ANd then everyones takling. I was like omg brain overload. It was wayy too much. I was like the only time where people actaully want to talk to me is when i'm in the middle of trying to figure out something really hard. People have to better their timing skills. I mostly figured it out. I'm ok. I want to figure it out better tho.
OK lets tell a story about the funny thing that happend tonight. I meant this girl Jamie last night up at the lake. I guess shes in my gym class, but i never seemed to see her. Oh that sounded mean, i aint mean. Theres over 100 kids in my gym class. Its hard to see everyone. Anyways she was there last night, and shes a cool girl. Leah knows her too. I was telling her how i wanted to get laid in 2005, and there was many jokes and stuff. I was telling her this year is the year i lose my virginity. We were all joking around. OK everyone I know, mostly, has had sex. Whats wrong with me. Well tonight she IMes me and we were talking and i guess she was telling this kid she knew about it and he IMes me. And for some reason, i dont know him, never met him, didnt know anything until he Imed me, and we talkde and had a seriuous convo about sex and sexual things for two hours. It seems so funny. We have no idea who each of us are and we were talking sex and some personal things and everything, and it seemed so comfortable. He seemed nice. I donno i never met him, he seemed like it. it just seems funny. But i'm not slut, i'm a virgin, but i do and will talk very openly about sex and sexual stuff. Maybe i';m horny. I am i'll say i am very horny. But sex is all around us everyday, why not talk openly about it. So you see i dont care. I actaully learned from him too. wow sex ed 101. thats kinda funny tho. i'll rememeber it.
So i talked to vinny about 5 hours online tongith. Still talking with him now. I finally get to see him sat i think. Its been sooooooo lonnnnngggggg. Longer then i ever gone without seeing someone. It'll be good to see him. We'll see what happens.
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