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Wow i haven't updated in a really long time it seems. I don't really feel like typing lately. Actaully i havent been on the computer for a while, hmm like 5 days. I've been thru worse. lots of things have been going on lately. I didn't seem it nesassary to type lately. I got really sick last week, and am finally feeling better. thank god. i don't even want to get into that. But i feel as tho someones punishing me for nothing. I mean what do i do that is soo bad that i have a migraine or headache everyday for months, it finally feels better, then i get sick and get them twice as worse. What do i do so bad that the forces of the world hate me. Has to be something i'm doing wrong. maybe it's just in my imagination. I went to the orthodontist monday last week, tuesday the allergist, but he couldnt find anything wrong with me there. Check off that list. Friday went to the doctors, after prolly one of the worse nights of my life. And tomorrow i go to the headache clinic for the first time. Wow docotr after specialist, seems like 2 years ago but not all in 5 days. This time its more like a week and a half. Anyways i haven't been to volleyball in 3 weeks and i have practice tomorrow. We'll see how that one goes. Plus i have to miss the first 2 tourny's bc of ski club. He's gonna love me. Well over the stressing of homework, projects, missing too much school, either from headaches or being sick or doctors, never being at volleyball or what not and everything else for some reason. I think things might look up? they have too. But for right now i'm laying back down. I need to get fully better.