craziness
hey thanks for all the birthday wishes from everyone... w00t. this year was a really great birthday it helped me let go of things that I should have let go of a long time ago, for the longest time I did not want to celebrate my birthday becasue of the whole jonas thing... it just made me think of that time in my life and everything that went in a unexpected direction. But I got to talk to KP about it all and he basiclly made me tell him the whole story becasue he knew that something was not right. before I told him the story we had decided that we should not be together (which was alright with me, my mind is always in on thoughts of someone else so that's not fair anyway, and I came to go to school... boys are not crucial at this point, there are just so many of them my goodness!) we felt that we were not communicating enough, our schedules don't really line up and then we never get time to actually talk to eachother alone... maybe that was lack of trying on my part but I don't feel I needed to be around him all the time. After we talked then he was like... no I think that we are now communicating better I think that we should be together... and I'm like no the decision has already been made. So now things are a bit different but good all the same. I really think that I am starting to miss home :( I'm done typing but I'll write more later...
<3 lynsey
<3 lynsey