Gah
You know..I act strong for everyone..and thats because I am.
But..you know..im not godly, and im not inhuman. I have feelings too, some of which I cant express-or *wont* express..and I don't even realize it until the night comes. I can be just fine, but as soon as everyone goes to sleep and a sad song comes on the radio..bam. I'm reading my old diary entry things, listening to sad music, and crying my eyes out. I'm not inhuman. I can only stand so much..I need someone. God, do I need someone. I cry- I reach out for someone. No ones there..just me. Just me and my night demons, torturing my fragile soul and wrenching tears from my watery eyes.
I need someone to hold..I really do..but you know what? Even if I did have someone, someone close to here..I still couldnt have someone to reach out for. You know why? Simple. I'm not on my own, im in a house with my parents, who think im just fine, just like everyone else. That I don't need anyone. That I'm strong. Which I am..usually. I would give anything for someone to hold-the one thing that is beyond my grasp. And its killing me inside...shredding my soul from the inside out.
Somebody Help me Understand
Singer Unknown
Who's goanna hold me tonight?
When I'm feelin' lonely..
Who's goanna show me the light
Cuz I need to know...
Somebody help me understand...
But..you know..im not godly, and im not inhuman. I have feelings too, some of which I cant express-or *wont* express..and I don't even realize it until the night comes. I can be just fine, but as soon as everyone goes to sleep and a sad song comes on the radio..bam. I'm reading my old diary entry things, listening to sad music, and crying my eyes out. I'm not inhuman. I can only stand so much..I need someone. God, do I need someone. I cry- I reach out for someone. No ones there..just me. Just me and my night demons, torturing my fragile soul and wrenching tears from my watery eyes.
I need someone to hold..I really do..but you know what? Even if I did have someone, someone close to here..I still couldnt have someone to reach out for. You know why? Simple. I'm not on my own, im in a house with my parents, who think im just fine, just like everyone else. That I don't need anyone. That I'm strong. Which I am..usually. I would give anything for someone to hold-the one thing that is beyond my grasp. And its killing me inside...shredding my soul from the inside out.
Somebody Help me Understand
Singer Unknown
Who's goanna hold me tonight?
When I'm feelin' lonely..
Who's goanna show me the light
Cuz I need to know...
Somebody help me understand...