I have just realized that, the way you describe love is the way I love you now, it's not that I just realized that I have always loved you like that I just let the small things get in my way of seeing that but now I have woken up to see that and I wouldn't say that I feel I deserver this love back in my life I just ask that you hear me out first. I know now that there is no chance of me getting you back but now more then ever I have woken up to my true feeling for you, and have noticed how bad I have treated you in the past and resent times.. You know along time ago thats what we had, but I fucked it up and now I would love to have that type of relationship back in my life as I'm sure you would. It doesn't mean that I'm that person but I would like to think that (even though how egotistical this may sound) I would be the best candidate for it. Now i don't need you to tell me I'm wrong I'll know by the time I get online next, but at least know this I may not be the best person in the world nor am I all knowing or good looking, but I do believe that I can change as can anyone I would love for you to give me another chance. I know I've pretty much depleted my "another chances" but just consider me for a moment then answer.
Loving you always ~phil~
P.S: I found the last letter you wrote me and I cried for quite some time last night...
Loving you always
~phil~
P.S: I found the last letter you wrote me and I cried for quite some time last night...
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