Changes ...

[lynnterrace]

Since my past conversation with Liz, I've been thinking about a lot of things. It's something that affects me but I really shouldn't let it. I think about how my past friendships have changed, how I've changed, and how everything around me has changed. I'm really not all that fond of change...but it comes with the territory. Do you ever have those days where you just wish things could go back to the way they used to be? I wish that it could be like the "old days" but with the perks of today. Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way. My friends of yesterday are hardly my friends of today. My life of last week is no longer my life of next month. It's all drastically different. It shouldn't be that way. I'm devestated that things haven't worked out like I had planned. Friendships haven't carried over like I had hoped and that makes me sad. College was the one place I had thought I had truly made friends, maybe I was mistaken. Maybe, I'm misinterpreting it all. Maybe, everyone has gotten so busy that they've forgotten old friends. I don't know. I guess it's another one of those foolish learning experiences we all must go through. I think I've had it with "life experience". It doesn't work for me anymore. I still end up getting burned, like always.
Enough... I'm done with my self wallowing entry. I just want to say to those friendships that have kinda gone by the wayside... "Sorry"