.blessed.
for the past 45 minutes or so, i've been watching this idiotic show "wife swap" as i sit on the bed watching these women switch lives.. i think that would be kinda nice to be filthy rich for a couple weeks..but then i look at my daughter sleeping next to me, so soundly, and say.. i wouldn't trade it for a million dollars. i am so incredibly blessed to be where i am. it's not easy (no one ever said it would be) and far from perfect, but it's my life. it's a work in progress.. and i know i'll never get it down just right but, it's where i want to be.
god has given me an absolutely amazing little girl. i couldn't have asked for anything more perfect than emilie. one simple little smile from her can make my worst day the best day ever. god has also given me a wonderful husband. i don't think i've ever loved someone so much as i love jason. we have our difficult times but that is what will make us stronger. despite everything thought and said..i am where i want to be. there is a path for all of us to take, and i chose this one. i couldn't imagine my life without either of them. i now can say, i am happy at this stage in my life.
god has given me an absolutely amazing little girl. i couldn't have asked for anything more perfect than emilie. one simple little smile from her can make my worst day the best day ever. god has also given me a wonderful husband. i don't think i've ever loved someone so much as i love jason. we have our difficult times but that is what will make us stronger. despite everything thought and said..i am where i want to be. there is a path for all of us to take, and i chose this one. i couldn't imagine my life without either of them. i now can say, i am happy at this stage in my life.