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I just started a new job!! I work for an Attorney named Steven Jacobs who specializes in bankruptcy. I work with Chapter 13 cases and basically push papers all day. I really enjoy it so far because I can utilize my organizational/O.C.D. skills. The days go by fast and I'm very fortunate to have a job FINALLY. I was really getting depressed without structure in my life. Being unemployed made me VERY lazy. It was bad. Now things are better. Things always get better.
I moved back to my parents house in Fremont. It sucks having to live with my parents again but I am much more comfortable here. I love the mission hills.
Living with Chris was fun but we can't afford to live together anymore. I feel that my relationship with him is an addiction. I feel the urge to be around him at all times, but too much time around him has resulted in me being annoyed with almost everything he does. I have created space between us to avoid this problem. I have learned that relationships are difficult. They are so easy in the beginning but everything changes after awhile. You fall in love and can't let go.. no matter how miserable you may be with that person. I'm not miserable, but I'm not too happy either. He doesn't treat me the same as he used to but I feel that it's my fault we can't be happy. I don't feel the butterflies anymore but I can't just let go because I love the guy.
I'm in a pickle.
I moved back to my parents house in Fremont. It sucks having to live with my parents again but I am much more comfortable here. I love the mission hills.
Living with Chris was fun but we can't afford to live together anymore. I feel that my relationship with him is an addiction. I feel the urge to be around him at all times, but too much time around him has resulted in me being annoyed with almost everything he does. I have created space between us to avoid this problem. I have learned that relationships are difficult. They are so easy in the beginning but everything changes after awhile. You fall in love and can't let go.. no matter how miserable you may be with that person. I'm not miserable, but I'm not too happy either. He doesn't treat me the same as he used to but I feel that it's my fault we can't be happy. I don't feel the butterflies anymore but I can't just let go because I love the guy.
I'm in a pickle.