So i dont know what to do nemore
So iunno what to do im kinda really depressed and i dont want nething bad to happen i want things to get better...I didnt go to bed till iunno but i got offline at 12 and i think i probably only got like 3 hrs of sleep lastnight...thinking about stuff...crying...more thinking and more crying...yeah i hate whats happening and i dont want it to happen i want it to go back to normal...i like normal...not akward cause thats what it is becoming...Things will get better, it has to... i hope it will...cause i dont wanna lose him...
So yeah ive been in a really shitty mood all day...i didnt feel like getting up 2day to go to school...then when i finially did end up getting my ass outa bed i didnt change i changed my shirt ... but i wore my sweats to school...didnt really cared how i looked today cause i know i looked like shit...Then in trig i didnt pay attention whatsoever so i just layed my head down and just started thinking about things and cried a little...this sux...i dont want this to happen...So yeah ive been pretty much really depressed a lot today... i wanna be happy, i may appear happy sometimes but its just an act and i know some of my friends know there is something wrong and im not acting like myself... iunno
So im kinda pissed at my fucking dog i hate him witha passion...yeah fuckin dog chewed a hole in my new soccer sweatshirt... FUCKING BASTARD! omfg i am so pissed ... but my mom told me to ask cryste where she got em done so she'll buy me a new one... thats a good thing but FUCKING DOG.....
Im kinda hating my life like a lot...
im out