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[lynnkay]

i smoke

i drink

i feel sick

i get depressed

sometimes i wish i was dead

sometimes i wish things were better

sometimes i wish someone liked me

i just had a beer

and i can feel it

not good

smoked three cigs in a row earlier

I'm depressed

i feel like skeldon fucking hates me

I feel like everyone is disappointed

i feel like i ficked up

i did

i know i did

and why the hell do i like fucking people who will never like me back

what the fuck is wrong with me anyway

how come people dont like me

im going to go drink some more