fuck english
so i did all my english today. locked in my room at my computer from 2:30-11. wow. thats usually the shift i work at work. interesting.
something is wrong with my stomach. i want to go throw up right now. really bad. im taking medicine that is supposed to be helping it. i actually think it might be making it worse. ok i lied. but it definately isn't helping.
i am such a horrible person. i can't remember the last time i actually hung out with any of my friends. not just all my friends from high school, but all the friends i have here at UT too. people always are seeing if i wanna hang out and i never have time. i feel like i am giving the same excuses everytime, but they aren't excuses. unfortunately i actually am doing all the things im saying. seriously. fuck taking 18 credit hours. never again. and this stupid english class that i thought would be really easy. boy was i wrong.
sorry everyone if i haven't been a good friend. i thought i needed to make myself busier this year to straighten myself out. so i did. i guess it worked for the most part cuz i can't even remember the last time i drank.
i want to pregame it so bad before the football game tomorrow. its our home opener finally and im excited. im afraid of what my stomach will do if i drink though.
we unlofted our beds. i can't remember if i already said this or not. our room is sweet now, but kinda crowded. oh well. mandy gets a computer tomorrow. shes excited. its cool.
white water rafting soon. can't wait. fall break even sooner. can't wait. even though i bet i use it to get ahead in everything. suck.
im such a loser. goodnight everyone.
something is wrong with my stomach. i want to go throw up right now. really bad. im taking medicine that is supposed to be helping it. i actually think it might be making it worse. ok i lied. but it definately isn't helping.
i am such a horrible person. i can't remember the last time i actually hung out with any of my friends. not just all my friends from high school, but all the friends i have here at UT too. people always are seeing if i wanna hang out and i never have time. i feel like i am giving the same excuses everytime, but they aren't excuses. unfortunately i actually am doing all the things im saying. seriously. fuck taking 18 credit hours. never again. and this stupid english class that i thought would be really easy. boy was i wrong.
sorry everyone if i haven't been a good friend. i thought i needed to make myself busier this year to straighten myself out. so i did. i guess it worked for the most part cuz i can't even remember the last time i drank.
i want to pregame it so bad before the football game tomorrow. its our home opener finally and im excited. im afraid of what my stomach will do if i drink though.
we unlofted our beds. i can't remember if i already said this or not. our room is sweet now, but kinda crowded. oh well. mandy gets a computer tomorrow. shes excited. its cool.
white water rafting soon. can't wait. fall break even sooner. can't wait. even though i bet i use it to get ahead in everything. suck.
im such a loser. goodnight everyone.