grrrr
Highly unmotivated--that's me.
My blood is boiling at the fact that military tests are THE WORST tests to take in the world for the fact that the correct answer for the problems are not even a choice....jaksjdgh[akgh (<--that would be my anger).
I have only 12 more days of class left and I only have 27 more days to be in Texas. I have found someone, out of nowhere--completely unexpected. Whether people think that it was intentional or not--it wasn't. Things happen when you least expect them. I didn't do anything wrong--I confronted my issues at the BEGINNING of last week--I went out this past WEEKEND and 'BOOM'--I'm hit with something completely out of the blue and accused of purposely hurting someone. Amazing how you can be around someone for almost 3 months and they still don't know you.
I am happy. Sue me for actually feeling like I have a purpose here. If it's any consolation, my happiness will end as soon as I step on that plane. Feel better?
People ask me about Mike--I haven't talked to Mike in forever. He's living the high life right now and I'm not going to hold him back or vice versa. Our lives are in completely different places right now. That's not going to work right now--especially because of the distance.
I have found someone here--actually we found eachother--who doesn't do anything but make me smile. As soon as I got home yesterday I turned on my phone and there's a message from him. We get along so great and he thinks i'm great. He's the absolute sweetest guy I've ever met. He's a southern boy, prettiest blue eyes, softest hands, AND his name is Ed. Needless to say, my dad likes him. That's another thing. He actually asked to talk to my dad--that's really gutsy. He was on the phone just BSing with him. Then I got to talk to his mom and then he talked to mine.
He's almost perfect. (the 'almost' is because I don't know his flaws yet)
Luv all
My blood is boiling at the fact that military tests are THE WORST tests to take in the world for the fact that the correct answer for the problems are not even a choice....jaksjdgh[akgh (<--that would be my anger).
I have only 12 more days of class left and I only have 27 more days to be in Texas. I have found someone, out of nowhere--completely unexpected. Whether people think that it was intentional or not--it wasn't. Things happen when you least expect them. I didn't do anything wrong--I confronted my issues at the BEGINNING of last week--I went out this past WEEKEND and 'BOOM'--I'm hit with something completely out of the blue and accused of purposely hurting someone. Amazing how you can be around someone for almost 3 months and they still don't know you.
I am happy. Sue me for actually feeling like I have a purpose here. If it's any consolation, my happiness will end as soon as I step on that plane. Feel better?
People ask me about Mike--I haven't talked to Mike in forever. He's living the high life right now and I'm not going to hold him back or vice versa. Our lives are in completely different places right now. That's not going to work right now--especially because of the distance.
I have found someone here--actually we found eachother--who doesn't do anything but make me smile. As soon as I got home yesterday I turned on my phone and there's a message from him. We get along so great and he thinks i'm great. He's the absolute sweetest guy I've ever met. He's a southern boy, prettiest blue eyes, softest hands, AND his name is Ed. Needless to say, my dad likes him. That's another thing. He actually asked to talk to my dad--that's really gutsy. He was on the phone just BSing with him. Then I got to talk to his mom and then he talked to mine.
He's almost perfect. (the 'almost' is because I don't know his flaws yet)
Luv all