Jan 02, 2005 20:39
This is my last night home and I'm surprisingly really calm. Last night I was the most depressed that I've ever been in my life because I really just wanted to stay with my family. I would take even an extra hour to be with them. It makes me sad to leave because I do not know when I will be home again--hopefully at the end of April but if things get bad overseas, then who knows when I will be home.
I think a reason that I'm not as shook up as I should be is because I'm going to see my parents again in 23 days--my graduation. Then I go to AIT (advanced individual training) in San Antonio Texas where I can actually have a cell phone and a laptop. I'm really looking forward to that because I'll be able to talk to everyone again--and it will be more like I'm off at college then actually in the army.
I want to say goodbye to everyone--you know who you are--the ones that I will miss BUNCHES!!! I hope that life treats you well while I'm gone. Buh bye!!
I'm laying my love to rest because it's been beaten to death. :(