Amazing how you can be so excited about something and then when it comes down to the wire--the reality of the situation begins to really sink in
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I love you James... I just want you to know that regardless of the fact that you are going halfway across the earth and you're going to be so very far away from the people that love you and care about you, I'm more proud of you than I ever was of anyone in my whole life. Sure, I'm upset and scared that you're leaving, but once I stop thinking about myself and how sad and lonely I'll be, I come to a few conclusions: 1) The number one most imortant conclusion is that you are serving your country, and anyone that is angry about that should definitely think twice about calling themselves Americans. 2) You'll be home every so often, to visit, and you'll only be a phone call/e-mail away, like always. 3) You're doing what you want to do. You're seeing the world firsthand, and you're gaining life experience that almost no one else has, and the only anger anyone should feel about that should be in the form of jealousy. Just know that I ALWAYS miss you when you aren't here, and I'm SO PROUD OF YOU, and never once got upset over ANY decision you've made since last summer. I just get past the self-centeredness that a lot of people can't get past, and realize that you are JAMIE LYNN COLVIN, free to do whatever it is you want to do, and I'm not, in any way, going to hold you back, physically or emotionally. I love you, and good luck with EVERYTHING you do in the future... Just make sure you're here to witness it :)... Oh yea, and make sure I'm there too. Cuz I really have to meet this boy of yours, and if mine doesn't get to meet you, he's going to, for the rest of our lives, think that all my stories about our times together was one big lie and that my best friend was totally a figment of my imagination... He already thinks I'm crazy as it is, so you better come home and meet him, DAMMIT!!! And plus, Ed has to pass the "Amanda Test" anyway, so you have to come home, because you can't marry this guy unless he gets my seal of approval... :):):) I love you to death, big sister... Your "Lil' Sis"
P.S. In case you forgot, Secrets_secrets is my LJ name, so check it out and get caught up on MY life... I love you!
1) The number one most imortant conclusion is that you are serving your country, and anyone that is angry about that should definitely think twice about calling themselves Americans.
2) You'll be home every so often, to visit, and you'll only be a phone call/e-mail away, like always.
3) You're doing what you want to do. You're seeing the world firsthand, and you're gaining life experience that almost no one else has, and the only anger anyone should feel about that should be in the form of jealousy.
Just know that I ALWAYS miss you when you aren't here, and I'm SO PROUD OF YOU, and never once got upset over ANY decision you've made since last summer. I just get past the self-centeredness that a lot of people can't get past, and realize that you are JAMIE LYNN COLVIN, free to do whatever it is you want to do, and I'm not, in any way, going to hold you back, physically or emotionally.
I love you, and good luck with EVERYTHING you do in the future... Just make sure you're here to witness it :)... Oh yea, and make sure I'm there too. Cuz I really have to meet this boy of yours, and if mine doesn't get to meet you, he's going to, for the rest of our lives, think that all my stories about our times together was one big lie and that my best friend was totally a figment of my imagination... He already thinks I'm crazy as it is, so you better come home and meet him, DAMMIT!!! And plus, Ed has to pass the "Amanda Test" anyway, so you have to come home, because you can't marry this guy unless he gets my seal of approval... :):):)
I love you to death, big sister...
Your "Lil' Sis"
P.S. In case you forgot, Secrets_secrets is my LJ name, so check it out and get caught up on MY life... I love you!
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