there is more to love than

[lynnebeen]

so on friday there was this whole fiasco with my parents about jason and i having sex. my mom has known for a while and she just didn't want us to do it at her house. well guess what? we did and she found a wrapper in my room. she called my dad and told him and i am now carless. it is all very inconvienent because i need to stay after school about EVERY DAY for the next week. oh yea, and i can also not look my dad in the face. it's weird. i never wanted my dad to know anything about my personal life. especially nothing about my sex life. it's just plain akward. he also now hates jason, which i find very unfair. he liked him so much before he knew about this. at least my mother still likes him. he's a good guy. i wouldn't be dating him if he wasn't. what a weekend. when i found out that i was in all this trouble i called jason and broke up with him. (i am very stupid) i just figured that if i broke up with him then it would save him from the same thing with his parents and he wouldn't have to face mine any more. the break up lasted about a half hour. it doesn't count. i called him right back after my parentals were through with their lectures. first time i called he hung up. the second time we actually talked and i explained everything to him. we were both so upset. i swear i cried for hours. he had called russell as soon as i broke up with him so bree and russell went to his house and took him away. jason called my dad and appoligized and stuff. of course my dad lectured him as well. my dad doesn't yell. he never has. he just makes you feel like crap. it would almost be better if he did yell. instead jason and i both feel so guilty. any ways, russell took jason over to my moms and we got to see each other for about a half hour. it was nice. i love him. trinea came over for a bit too. he had russell, i had trinea.

well that was my friday... what a bundle of joy. not.