Jun 18, 2005 13:35
i am SO fustraited with people right now. one of my friends is so focused on herself and its driving me insane. i know i should talk to her about how i feel but i just cant right now. it would be better to tell her before i write my feelings down, but i cant find the words to describe how i feel about her right now. its NOT good though. i love her and i want to tell her the best way i can without hurting her. the problem is that she cant handle critisism. she doesnt take it well at all. i just cant think of what to say to her. there is so much about her, her personality right now and at certain times, and her actions, that make me so angry. i love her though. i really do. we have alot in common but she wont see it because i get the feeling that she thinks that she is better than me and alot of other people. it makes me just want to sit down and cry. i think maybe im just going to go take a shower and try to wash all my feelings away. figurativly speaking of course.