6 years ago...
i was in labor, with a little over 2 hours to go....probably in and out of conciousness in a nice little pink room in Aiken, SC.
I was alone, Joe had taken my parents back to our 1975 trailer on a big peice of land in a dale, across the street was two large feilds for the horses to run, the stables were close to a mile back behind the treeline. It was the best sunset view in the whole city in my standards, wide expanse of sky....and at night, even when there wasn't a cloud of fog in the whole city, there was fog in our dale.
Little Morgan was about to come into the world to a scared Mommy and a step-father who would one day abandon him, the same man that encouraged me to keep Morgan and said he would be proud to take Davids place as Morgans father...people wanted to give him a gold medal for stepping up to the plate and taking over for someone who was too imaature to take on that kind of responsibility...
and i know he won't call tomorrow, i don't even think he has the number due to not caring enough to ask his grandparents for it...
..this is the man Morgan knows as Daddy...the man who is biologically Lucas' father, he named him...and yet, he doesn't even know his face or touch....
Morgan got a copy of the PS2 Baldur's Gate (which knowing how much he loves Diablo II, i know i won't be able to keep him off of this one for at least a week) and a few stickers and candy, and two cards. My parents sent him a neat little wind-up motor Lego kit...balloons and cake tomorrow....sending him to school with a special lunch and the card from me inside, with a special message he can read now...
i am off to shower and attempt to get LAID!!!!
(cross your legs and pray for me)
I was alone, Joe had taken my parents back to our 1975 trailer on a big peice of land in a dale, across the street was two large feilds for the horses to run, the stables were close to a mile back behind the treeline. It was the best sunset view in the whole city in my standards, wide expanse of sky....and at night, even when there wasn't a cloud of fog in the whole city, there was fog in our dale.
Little Morgan was about to come into the world to a scared Mommy and a step-father who would one day abandon him, the same man that encouraged me to keep Morgan and said he would be proud to take Davids place as Morgans father...people wanted to give him a gold medal for stepping up to the plate and taking over for someone who was too imaature to take on that kind of responsibility...
and i know he won't call tomorrow, i don't even think he has the number due to not caring enough to ask his grandparents for it...
..this is the man Morgan knows as Daddy...the man who is biologically Lucas' father, he named him...and yet, he doesn't even know his face or touch....
Morgan got a copy of the PS2 Baldur's Gate (which knowing how much he loves Diablo II, i know i won't be able to keep him off of this one for at least a week) and a few stickers and candy, and two cards. My parents sent him a neat little wind-up motor Lego kit...balloons and cake tomorrow....sending him to school with a special lunch and the card from me inside, with a special message he can read now...
i am off to shower and attempt to get LAID!!!!
(cross your legs and pray for me)