i'm tired....

Jul 26, 2003 13:48

so tired....tired of listening to......
screaming.
kids are crazy today, no idea why.

reading through my freinds posts, yes i do read them all...and thinking, "why do i even post anymore?"
a year ago i posted very often, but now...i hardly ever do. and yet...still part of me wishes i was interesting enough oto be "popular" to have people WANT to know me, WANT to hear what i have to say...but i know i'm just not all that interesting.
i'm not saying this in a "oh i'm so sad and such a goob" kinda way...but in a REAL way.
i'm fun in person, i know this...but in text...i don't get too much across about who i am, really.

If only i could take some samples of hte sounds in my apartment right now, its the sounds of two boys screaming, one terrorizing the other. and the other not liking it and screaming for me.
i should take them to the pool, but i just can't its just too bright, too hot for me, i literally can't handle it. even with sunglasses the pain it tremendous, i just can't see. and lets not forget the paleness that is my skin. yeah i know they have sun block, but i hate that shit too.
excuses, excuses. yeah i know.

must do school shopping this weekend, its ridiculous all the crap i have to get for the school:

250 count box of tissues
6 plain jumbo pencils with erasers
a box of zip top bags quart size
a backpack
a pocket folder
a box of 8 large crayola crayons
a box of 8 crayola markers
a box of thin crayola markers
a tray of 8 watercolor paints
a pair of scissors
a small cigar-type school box
100 page composition book
2 bottles of elmers glue
1 box of colored pencils
1 bottle antibacterial sanitizer
a big pink eraser.

this is for one kid. do they think i am made of money? this is not counting the new pairs of shoes and clothes i have to get too....christ. i do like shopping, but this isn't the fun kind of shopping...yeeouch

oh yeah, and if you message me and i don't answer, i am just afk, not ignoring you...

storming AGAIN.
the good and the bad thing about souuth florida.
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