bummed
wow. a week and one day at home seems to last for-fucking-ever.
don't get me wrong, i like my family a whole lot and i like my friends.
but everyday i feel like we all just sit around waiting for someone else to make plans. the other day i tried but nobody could go out. it's just discouraging. (did i spell that right?) my mom really can read my mind, i swear it. this week i was thinking i just need a boyfriend so i'd have someone i could hang out with. and today my mom goes "well you just need a boyfriend."
i liked how at school when we hung out we could just sit around without the TV on. last night we sat around and watched deal or no deal. come on. i've watched more tv this week, myself and with other people, than i watched like ALL of second semester at school.
if you feel similiarly as i do, please don't be offended that i havent called you up, cause i haven't really called anyone up. let's go to a mueseum or something next week.
hopefully things improve.
one thing i DID do this week was johnny and I took a trip to east longmeadow to stay at kristin's and see her & sarah. it was a long journey that included almost going to NY, 2 illegal U-turns on the mass pike, running out of gas on 91 and having to coast through a red light in order to reach the gas station, a nice tour of both longmeadow and east longmeadow while trying to find her house, being in connecticut for like 1 minute, people being shot with small green pellets, a broken vase, drinking, fabulous pancakes (thanks keo), pollen or some type of tree stuff that looked like snow, and an accident in front of us in traffic on 95 on the way home.
it was less than 24 hours but it felt like forever.
and i believe sarah & kristin are coming to see me tues/wed. yayyy
don't get me wrong, i like my family a whole lot and i like my friends.
but everyday i feel like we all just sit around waiting for someone else to make plans. the other day i tried but nobody could go out. it's just discouraging. (did i spell that right?) my mom really can read my mind, i swear it. this week i was thinking i just need a boyfriend so i'd have someone i could hang out with. and today my mom goes "well you just need a boyfriend."
i liked how at school when we hung out we could just sit around without the TV on. last night we sat around and watched deal or no deal. come on. i've watched more tv this week, myself and with other people, than i watched like ALL of second semester at school.
if you feel similiarly as i do, please don't be offended that i havent called you up, cause i haven't really called anyone up. let's go to a mueseum or something next week.
hopefully things improve.
one thing i DID do this week was johnny and I took a trip to east longmeadow to stay at kristin's and see her & sarah. it was a long journey that included almost going to NY, 2 illegal U-turns on the mass pike, running out of gas on 91 and having to coast through a red light in order to reach the gas station, a nice tour of both longmeadow and east longmeadow while trying to find her house, being in connecticut for like 1 minute, people being shot with small green pellets, a broken vase, drinking, fabulous pancakes (thanks keo), pollen or some type of tree stuff that looked like snow, and an accident in front of us in traffic on 95 on the way home.
it was less than 24 hours but it felt like forever.
and i believe sarah & kristin are coming to see me tues/wed. yayyy