15% selfishness
Never been like this before. last night was full of dreams, no not dreams, I dont know if I even sleep at all! Those words lingered in my mind for so long. So sweet that I wouldn't bear to close my eyes. I smile...
''If he treat you nicely, you will do anything good to him in return. You care about him and give respect, you do things secretly for him. Then, you will make use of any possible ways to give him surprises.'' The foolish one.
sometimes I wished you never were a part of me... I even wished my past never existed, so I could save the effort of explaining myself now.
Dont interrupt me now, not this time!
Yes, I need time to settle down. I need to get my eyes fixed on IDS/VDS/OC/HCD/CRS assignments, assignments and assignments again! No more thoughts at unusual hours.
and I had the best Friday anyone could give. it was more than just a lost trip, more than fun and definitely much much more better than my cheese on nachos! :D:D:D
You know, I miss you so! And so much, that my love has become never ending. ;P Alright, well... I think we drifted apart somehow. I see some empty spaces between us, and it disappoints me. [ No, its not that I'm not happy being together with C and H. Instead, I'm leading a great life here with C and H. Yes, you two girls, make me laugh like I used to. Perhaps more than that. Alright, Its just greedy perhaps. ): ] But it will be wonderful with you! Very wonderful. You're like the missing piece. I dont know, I just miss those days. Maybe it makes me realise how much I treasure you and everyone else. But its just too late isnt it. ): ): ): I'm so lousy. ):
But still, A big thank to you, C and H, Yul and QT who cared. And, to everyone else too! (: (:
Alright, suppose to give you 10 things, but I think, at the state of my mind, I can give you 1. I'm rather a saddistic person, but I'm as crazy/bubbly as what you saw too. Perhaps, I've got the habit of bottling up my emotions.
And I sure hope youre reading this! ): (:
And, C and H, I did love to write an essay to you both! Hahaha. :D
I think I'm blogging too much in two days. 4 posts! ): I'm so lousy.
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I'm not doing anything productive.
But, yes, I got my birds done, But the background is just too yucky.
I'm lousy, Sad is me. ):
you dont need to read this, this is more for me. Five years down the road, I'd still feel moved reading back this entry. I'm glad I have you. I can honestly say I look up to you. I'm not sure why, but I do. I've always wanted the best for you.