Nothin's gonna change my world...
Words are flying out like
Endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
I have this weird limbo vibe going on. Like I am living in all these different worlds, but don't really belong to any of them. Work world, home world, friends world, imaginary world; dissonances between who I am in any of those places and who I am...
I also havn't knit in two days. Not knitting = me in a very unconnected space.
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe
So I'm working on pushing through the weirdness of this headspace. Trying to figure out what's keeping me from settling into my own skin. I am feeling invisible in the place that I occupy, and that isn't acceptable. No.
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe
I feel the grief of my friends wash over and through me. Restless as waves on the shore. Somewhere under the turn of the water my own thoughts are waiting for me. Hold out until the storm abates. ...and then, when the shifting tides pull back again, we will see what there is left to see...
Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
I have this weird limbo vibe going on. Like I am living in all these different worlds, but don't really belong to any of them. Work world, home world, friends world, imaginary world; dissonances between who I am in any of those places and who I am...
I also havn't knit in two days. Not knitting = me in a very unconnected space.
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe
So I'm working on pushing through the weirdness of this headspace. Trying to figure out what's keeping me from settling into my own skin. I am feeling invisible in the place that I occupy, and that isn't acceptable. No.
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe
I feel the grief of my friends wash over and through me. Restless as waves on the shore. Somewhere under the turn of the water my own thoughts are waiting for me. Hold out until the storm abates. ...and then, when the shifting tides pull back again, we will see what there is left to see...
Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world