Almost free!!!
The last week of classes is over. Quite honestly, it's impossible to believe. But I'm glad it's over.
Monday was rough. I think that's the first time ever that I cried all day. There was always something happening that day that brought me to tears. I had so much to do that day, my betta died which normally wouldn't be a big deal but I watched him die. That kind of disturbed me.
I felt like I had no where to go and no one to turn to. I was watching Joshie on tv...he made me cry even harder. It was like something had a hold of me and was choking me. I couldn't go to my friends, because they didn;t understand and I'm pretty sure they didn't care and I couldn't write anything because i was so upset taht my hands were shaking. Finally, I panicked and went upstairs and had a really long and wonderful talk with Lauren Rybak. Oh how I missed that girl! We talked for about 3 hours and I felt like a whole new person. Remind me I have to go visit more often! :)
Hmmmm, the rest of the week was a big blur of getting last minute work done, one of my Jumpstart kids drinking paint becuase his Jumpstart friend didn't tell him that when you have paint in a straw, you blow out, not in, eating 6 jars of baby food so that my 4 year olds could make snowglobes to bring home, discovering a new Joshie to love and stalk and the best thing EVER...Ice skating with Shell! :o) Definitely need to that again...minus the falling and bruising my elbow and knee part. Note to others: don't do that. It hurts :oP
But yes, what was going to start out as a bad week turned into a good one. Thank God. I was on the verge of another nervous breakdown.
Monday was rough. I think that's the first time ever that I cried all day. There was always something happening that day that brought me to tears. I had so much to do that day, my betta died which normally wouldn't be a big deal but I watched him die. That kind of disturbed me.
I felt like I had no where to go and no one to turn to. I was watching Joshie on tv...he made me cry even harder. It was like something had a hold of me and was choking me. I couldn't go to my friends, because they didn;t understand and I'm pretty sure they didn't care and I couldn't write anything because i was so upset taht my hands were shaking. Finally, I panicked and went upstairs and had a really long and wonderful talk with Lauren Rybak. Oh how I missed that girl! We talked for about 3 hours and I felt like a whole new person. Remind me I have to go visit more often! :)
Hmmmm, the rest of the week was a big blur of getting last minute work done, one of my Jumpstart kids drinking paint becuase his Jumpstart friend didn't tell him that when you have paint in a straw, you blow out, not in, eating 6 jars of baby food so that my 4 year olds could make snowglobes to bring home, discovering a new Joshie to love and stalk and the best thing EVER...Ice skating with Shell! :o) Definitely need to that again...minus the falling and bruising my elbow and knee part. Note to others: don't do that. It hurts :oP
But yes, what was going to start out as a bad week turned into a good one. Thank God. I was on the verge of another nervous breakdown.