Jul 20, 2009 00:23
This weekend has been pretty amazing, I must say. Jayme, Amanda and I got to drive down to San Antonio for a DCI marching show. In the process, we experienced the city (Jayme for the first time, Amanda and I for the second), ate good food and were complete dorks all weekend. It was really nice to escape from the everyday life thing I have going on here. That and I really miss girl times. We survived the 30-hour drive in the end by reading Harry Potter out loud. That was surprisingly entertaining! It was a fantastic excursion and my only regret is that the fourth member of the "quartet" couldn't come with us.
I guess it is that time in my life where everyone is getting married, but it still seems that people are just too young to do so. Everyone is different and everyone has different plans, but when I see two kids that look barely 16 in the tux and the white dress stuffing wedding cake into each other's mouths, something in me wants to scream ...
I want to be more relaxed about everything. I have experienced a couple of things recently that I reacted too completely wrong. On one, I was too relaxed in my actions and let it blow over too smoothly, but in the other I overreacted, apologized and did everything I could to erase it. I just need to calm down, let loose and not worry about it I guess. But I do still have that nagging feeling ...