Mixed Emotions

[lynds15]

So, it's the end of the school year and I'm done with two classes already. My Design project is turning out to be freakin' awesome, but no matter how excited I am on the inside today, I'm so tired I just want to die. Maybe I shouldn't have stayed up until 2:30 drinking and playing poker. I was trying to lose but then after I would get so close to someone putting me out, Robert would try to bluff and I'd come right back. I think the whole time we were both playing with absolute shit, which is okay with me, I got my 10 dollars back. Anyway, back to today, I've been thinking that leaving Titusville for good would be the best thing in the whole world, everyone knows how badly I want to move and now its happening. It seems as if everything is happening so quickly, it seems like I just started school at Flagler and now the year is over. Don't get me wrong it was a mighty stressful year, but I'm still kind of sad to see it go.
For everyone reading this....blame Corey, he's the one making the sentimental posts first. He started me thinking that asking Tony to move up here was a big thing to do and the fact that he's doing it is even bigger. I love him and I would do anything for him to be happy and I really he'll be just fine up here, it's just I think he's gonna realize why last semester was so hard for me to get through and I would give anything for that not to happen. I guess I'm just really confused on how I feel right now. I'm tired, stressed, worried, excited, and in love all at the same time. This being emotional thing is killing my anger, I have to go.

I love you guys